My first gloryhole

I should say that I've never doubted my sexuality. As soon as I developed sexually I knew what I was attracted to women. For most of my life that was never in question. Not even a fleeting thought in the dark corners of my mind had I thought about being sexually attracted to men.

Then in my mid 20's I was working on the road a lot and was always sexually frustrated. So I joined what was basically a hook-up site before **********/tinder, etc. On this site you could cam2cam with other members, which I became fond of. However, as we all know, most of the people on cam were men stroking their meat just like me. It was then that I slowly stared to become fascinated with watching other men masturbate and soon thereafter, masturbating with them. I realized that I was really enjoying stroking with another guy and satisfying our needs. And it seemed pretty natural. My friends and I growing up were pretty frank about jerking off and porn but we never did it together.

Fast forward and couple of years and I began dating a girl in another city. She was a deliciously horny petite, blonde squirter. On my drive into her city there was an adult book store on the outskirts of town that she told me about to get us some toys. I happily obliged and pulled in to check the selection. It was pretty devoid of anything useful but the parking lot was full...but there wasn't anyone on the showroom floor. I naively asked the clerk about the back room and sign about coins. He casually told me that they were viewing booths and if I wanted to check em out to buy some coins and keep the light outside your door on by making sure you kept inserting coins. I was very horny at this point anticipating seeing my GF so I decided to go rub one out in the booths to prepare for our weekend.

Once in I could hear the moaning and slapping from the vids in all the booths. And I could see the booths that had the lights on outside that indicated that there was someone in there. I decided I wanted to go to the back by myself for privacy (I was just looking to jerk off and had no idea what was going on inside the booths). I picked a booth that was strangely large with a bench. Dropped my coins in and started searching for a worthy vid. I whipped out my dick and started stroking happily not wanting to sit as could feel there was dried cum all over the floor...and everywhere else. Then I heard someone open and close the booth next to mine. Then I heard the coins drop and the light that subsequently spilled from his screen revealed that there was a hole between our rooms. My immediate reaction was to hide my leaking wet dick, but I had to look. Sure enough there was a middle aged white man in there pulling a thick semi hard cock out of his khakis. I couldn't take my eyes of him stroking his cock and it was turning me on to a level that I hadn't ever felt. He obviously noticed me and reached over and rubbed his finger around the hole. I got completely freaked out,spilled an unceremonious load onto the floor, bolted out of my booth, bought a make your own dildo kit for the GF and bailed.

So we fuck a few times once I arrive, go out for drinks then plan on coming back home for another romp and to "clone my bone" with the kit I had purchased. So once the homemade dildo molded from my own dick is done we have a laugh but I was mesmerized holding it. She was having a big time with it and I went down to start licking her pussy and ass when she slid my cloned dick down and told me she wanted to watch me suck it. I immediately tried to act tough. "Fuck that, do you think I like to suck dick!". She said, "I don't know but I want to watch you suck it". So I began sucking my cloned cock while climbing up and sliding my actual dick into her trimmed and soaked pussy. She kept holding the dildo for me to suck while I started to plow deeper and deeper. To both of our surprise we both became incredibly turned on by this and came buckets repeating different scenarios of me fucking her while I sucked on my cloned cock.

So on my way out of town I had a different mind set; now I was curious. I pulled into the same book store, bought my tokens. Rather than go to the back by myself, I found a booth with a light on next to and went in. Dropped my coins, dropped my pants and started stroking. Sure enough, a finger came through the hole...I was so nervous I could hardly stand up and was shaking. I finally slid my dick into the dark hole and it was welcomed by one of the most talented mouths I've encountered. I knew it was most likely a man but I was so good...and so dirty...that I didn't care. But that's not what I came back for. I pulled my cock back reluctantly and dropped to my knees. My neighbor pushed through a long, brown, uncut glistening cock. I knew I had crossed too far to back out now. I reached up and wrapped my hands around it and started to stroke it pulling the skin back off the head. My mouth began watering with my lust. I knew I shouldn't be doing this but I had to at least try. So I slowly put that cock into my mouth trying to remember what GFs in the past had done to me. I was incredibly turned on by this. I realized I was enjoying it at the same time ashamed but couldn't stop. Then my uncut neighbor pulled his cock from my mouth and said he needed more tokens. When he left I was too turned on to not stroke my dick and ultimately came with hard heavy shivers. At that point the lust was gone and I realized that I shouldn't be doing this. I, again, bolted out and sped out of town, not able to get the taste of his precum out of my mouth.

Years later, I feel generally the same sexually as I did before all that happened. However, every once in awhile I get that urge and think about that gloryhole and get hard