The Beginning

I think these feelings started at a young age, even before puberty and even before I was aware of sexual feelings. I was first attracted to my mothers nylon stockings, girdles and garters.I would sneak into her lingerie drawers and touch her nylons.The sensation it gave me while touching her nylons was undescribable. I also remember sneaking to look at the lingerie ads in the Sears and JC Penney's catalogs. My first sexual experience was while I was looking at ads for stockings and bras. I remember having an urge to touch my self.I rubbed my penis and it felt so good.Just then, I came for the first time. I didn't really know what happened and I was so scared.I thought it was blood at first, but it was milky in color.This fear stopped me from touching myself for quite some time, until I learned that it was a natural process.My obsession for nylons continued through the years.I remember one time being driven to the local convenience store by my father, so that I could buy candy or a magazine, but I had a different idea. I went down an aisle and when no one was looking, I stole my first pair of pantyhose.I was so excited to bring them home and put them on. The first time I put them on was the most incredible experience. I remember rubbing my cock and coming so long and hard in the pantyhose. I have the same feelings to this day, when I put on a pair of stockings or pantyhose.