MY PORN ADDICTION AND CHRONIC BATING pt 1.

I have always loved porn. I grew up catholic so any talk about sex or any kind of nudity or pornography was forbidden. It started early. I had questions about sex and didn't have anyone to ask so I would hear my friends talk about dirty magazines and I knew I wanted to see one. I was around 9 or 10 and I was over at a friends house in his bedroom when he says he has a dirty magazine he found in the ditch. Me and my other friend ask to see it and that was it. I was hooked! I shakily thumbed through the pages seeing boobs and erect penises. I was in awe. I didn't know about cumming but my penis felt good when I looked at them so I wanted more. Months later I found some pages from a porno mag in the woods. I hid them in my treehouse and would look at them any chance I got. I would touch myself for hours looking at them. When I was around 11 I found my brothers porno mags and a couple VHS tapes. This was huge! I had never seen movies before. He lived in the basement so I could sneak down there and watch them for hours. I would rub my penis between both my hands like I was starting a fire and it felt amazing! The movies were from the eighties so all the girls had hairy pussies. Most of them had huge boobs and it was mostly boy girl stuff. My cock went crazy!! I couldn't get enough! It was all I thought about. The way porn made my penis feel. I would hump my bed, rub my balls and play with my penis as much as I could. Then one day I spurted a load! I remember I was rubbing my penis and it was getting really intense. I wanted to stop cuz I didn't know what was going to happen but my hand just kept rubbing. I spurted all this goo over my hand and it felt amazing! Later on I found out it was called an orgasm and it was all I wanted to do. From then on I knew I needed porn and it was all I wanted. My cock craved it and made me seek it out and stroke him any chance I got.