Can't stop.thinking about cock... Oct. 2016

So this has been going on for quite awhile now. It's been too long since I've had the pleasure of sucking a nice cock until it releases it's lovely load into my mouth. I think about it several times daily. I size up people on the street and think to myself, "I wonder if he has the kind of cock I'd like in my mouth", all the while playing a sequence in my head of me gripping his cock while it's still clothed, then dropping to my knees, unzipping his pants, and them BAM! It's the cock I've been dreaming of for so long now! I want it completely soft before I start to lick it and eventually pulling it back and forth with my lips. I want to feel every inch of it grow inside my mouth all the while I'm stroking my own cock. The end game is always to hear that final moan or outburst before that perfect cock explodes down my throat and I drink every drop. I want a cock in my mouth everyday, why is it so hard to accomplish?!