This is my story.

I am 46 years old and I have waited on the man I have lusted on every sense high school. He worked construction until just a few years and came home ,and we got married, all the years I waited I had threesomes , foresomes bisexual relasionships , and some major drunkenoned orgys , with other people, now that I'm with him I just want to be with him, but he wants me to have a threesome and foresome with me but I love him dearly and don't know if that would damage our relationship ? he has never done it , should I do it or should not ? - lost in love .