CURE TO BOREDOM

So, im working through past stories however i thought i would post a day log, So my wife is on her cycle and im super horny, She wont be home for a few hours so that leaves me some time to have some fun, hence forth break out the dildo porn and panties. im now in a sexy three tiered thong on and im listening to some JOI vids and did this for most of the day at work, to say the least i feel fully loaded. my panties are to tight to get a real hard on. So im planning on taking it out when i get done typing, Im going jack off for a min of 20 mins i might have to stop a few times, right as im starting to cum im going to stop jacking so that the cum runs out my dick and i don't organism. this frustrates my dick so much. im going to catch and eat all my cum. im then going to do myself with the big dong till i either get hard again or cum with out getting hard that makes me feel like less of a man when i get off with out a hard on.