Why Is it Hard To Relax When. A Man Gives Me Head?

So after a few months of having an ad on CL I got an email from a couple. He was an oral bottom and they wanted to meet. Everything goes well and then as she was sucking me off, her husband started to work my balls. All that was fine it's when he started sucking me that made me freeze up. I felt me getting soft in his mouth.

It's silly because that's what I want. To have a couple service me, snowball and even watch the husband swallow. But when it's actually happening I freak out. Could be what I think a guy should look like or just it looks better when I'm watching it on porn. The couple was a nice 20 something white couple. He was as average as I am build wise, she was skinny, too skinny for my taste but a freak so it all evens out. The sex was great and when he was under her rubbing my balls and licking my dick I was in heaven. Even when he was fucking her and I grabbed the back of his head and fucked the shit out of his mouth it was fun. Who knows maybe the eye contact throws me off. Has anyone else ever felt weird while in the same situation?