My first Head

It’s a warm summer evening in July. I am somewhere in the DC area. I am especially horny this night. I am in the area on a work assignment. 16 hour days and a really challenging project can make a fella pretty stressed and in need of some sexual release.
I am a fifty something year old man, married; but in a sexless relationship. While I have a deep relationship with my spouse, a number of issues of just sheer incompatibility has undermined our relationship, in general, and our sexual relationship in particular. As a mature human being, I have come to understand the criticality of sexual compatibility to a healthy and relative enjoyable monogamous relationship. As I watch my xhamster site on my PC, especially big phat dicks pounding juicy asspussy, memories of my first make on make experience creep into my consciousness.
I have always been sexually curious. While I grew up pretty much in the hetero mode, I was just a horny fucker. Quite frankly, if it had a hole, I was ready to stick my dick in it. At 15 years I was unaware that there was such a thing as homosexual activity (specifically man on man). Oh new about ******s and sissies. But I had not given it a lot of thought. That was true until my oldest brother took me to my first porn movie. My oldest brother was and still is my best friend. 12 years my senior, he introduced me to weed, help me buy my first condoms, and introduced me to books and Ideas. I think he kinda thought of me as less of a mentee but more of an n experiment. Nevertheless, I remember the movie was the “Story of O”. There was a scene in that movie featuring a butler who sucked his employers dick during a sensual massage. Ooowe!!! I had never seen that before. A part of me was shocked and a bit disgusted. But another part of me could not avert my eyes and I noticed my dick stiffen. What was this? My dick was aroused and I so loved the sight of a mouth gobbling a knob. At that moment I was changed forever. While I still loved pussy. Having a male service a dick was now a part of my sexual consciousness.
After seeing that movie over the weekend, I mentioned it to a classmate. His name was Elden (not his real name). Elden and I were high school classmates and band mates. We were not necessarily close but we c***dhood friends and our families were friendly. I had never thought of Elden as nothing more than just a fellow that I saw at school and an occasional party. He was not an athlete like me or in a popular crew. But he was a cool guy. I am not certain how the subject came up other than a simple question about what we did over the weekend. So I pulled him aside and told him about the porn movie and about seeing a guy sucking a dick. I did notice how his demeanor immediately changed and moved closer to me and he touched my arm and asked me to describe the scene in detail. I noticed a delight in his eyes. And for some reason I sensed an excitement from Elden that kinda startled me. There was no aversion….no ewe. No there was something else that in turn excited me.
He asked me to come by after school and tell him more about it. I didn’t exactly understand the curious sensation of anticipation I felt at that point, but I agreed. I stopped by his crib. His family was not home. I think it was about 3:30pm or so in the afternoon. So when I arrived he was in socks, a tee shirt and some shorts (this was curious to me because it was the fal)l. Nevertheless, we sat down. He offered me some liquor (Johnny Red scotch). While that was a bit curious, I accepted.
He asked me to tell me about the porn movie. I began telling him about the movie and the big dicks and how the main character was fucking all this pussy. He interrupted me and asked me...” tell me about the butler sucking dick”… Okay I replied. So I described how the Butler massaged his boss’ back and then had him turnover. The Boss’ body was still covered with a towel. The Towel dropped off the table and then the butler’s hand continued to massage the chest and then inadvertently brushed against the boss’ dick and there was a noticeable twitch and then stiffening. The butler noticed and stared as he continued to rub his hand around the crotch area. The dick got harder and harder. The Butler, now staring at the erect appendage, locked eyes with the Boss and grabbed the stiff pole”. Elden interrupted me and (breathing heavily) asked me “was his dick big”? Yes, it was looked like foot (more like an 8 incher I couldn’t help but embellish a bit!)....Elden gasped with delight….. “And then what”…..Well then he kissed the head of the cock. He then used his free hand and jacked the base….covering the dick with oil from the massage. He then lowered his head and gently took the head in his mouth …..Again Elden gasped……’wow”… did he take all the meat in his mouth”? “Oh yeah” I replied. By now my dick was beginning to stiffen as I continued to relate the story. While I was amused by Elden’s enthusiasm, I found it a bit disconcerting. As I continued to describe the scene, Elden had moved closer began and began to touch my thigh. We both finished our drinks and he asked if I wanted some more. I replied “yes”. As he got up from the couch, I notice he had a stiffy. This time when I sat down, he sat real close and put his arm around me. He told me to finish the storyline. I did and described how the Butler’s head was bouncing up and down on the Boss’ dick until the dick spilled its nutt. Elden asked if the Butler swallowed it. I said kinda….at that moment Elden rubbed my hard dick and asked me if I wanted to know how it feels. I was a bit nervous but his advance was not totally unanticipated. I gulped and said “yeah” I would. He instructed me to unbuckle my pants and take my dick out. I did as he asked. I asked him when his parents were coming home because we were in the den. He said we had plenty of time before they came home. While I wasn’t assured, I was quite Horney. With my dick free from my pants, Elden touched the tip of my dickhead with his finger and pushed in downward. . My pole immediately stiffened and sprung back. Elden grunted with an “unh”….then an “mmmm”. Nate you have a nice one…..”nice what?” I asked (I wanted to say the word) ….”dick” he replied. He began to rub my rod gently….up and down my shaft. He paid special attention to my head as he rubbed it with the palm of his hand. I moaned with delight….the sensation was electric. I had never felt anything like that in my young life. I was not a virgin and had a number of experience with girls fucking and nutting in pussy. But for the most part they were hit it and quit it events. And, of course, I jerked off constantly. But this was different. Someone was expertly massaging my cock. But the best was yet to come.
Elden in one smooth movement squatted between my legs. Pulling my pants down he licked the dickhead and I almost passed out. That sensation of his lips gripping my rock hard pole made my head spin. My pelvis automatically thrust upward making my cocksucking friend gag and spit. I wanted more and grabbed his head while I thrusted again. Elden told me to relax and let him initiate the action. He built up a rhythm and I could feel my balls tighten as his head bobbed up and down. He took small breaths as he withdrew and gobbled my head. I could feel his tongue massaging my shaft as he went up and down. I could feel the release of a little pre cum. It couldn’t have been more than 6 minutes before I felt the nutt topping. He must have tasted it because he paused for a moment and breathlessly asked me if I was ready to cum. I breathlessly pleaded “DON’T STOP …yes I am ready”……..!!! I could hear the urgency in my own voice. But it was not my voice. I was in another place. All I wanted….needed was that fuckin’ nutt. Soon as I had replied….he gobbled my dick to the root….one stroke….two stroke and there I went….my cock stiffened and my nutt spilled ….no gushed into Elden’s mouth….. my eyes were closed but I could hear him gag a bit…..I had not noticed that he had moved a trash can next to the sofa where we were sexing. He gagged once more and then coughed which seemed like an eternity as he spit my nutt into the trash can. At this point I was having an out of body experience. A euphoria that was indescribable.
I then felt Elden’s hand on my dick again. This time positioning his lips on my dick head and sucking and licking at it. It was a sensation that drove me wild. He kept sucking my post ejaculation dick until it began to hurt and I pleaded for him stop.
Soon after, I pulled my pants up. I was speechless. I was at once ashamed and satisfied. I knew at that moment that I was not the first to experience Elden’s skillful attention. I was changed forever. I was sprung. Interestingly I hung out for another hour. We just kind of looked at one another. A little small talk ensued that included a question about how I liked the experience and when can we do it again. His parents came home and they seemed to be pleased to see me. I sheepishly made my leave. I wondered in my paranoia whether they could sense the sexual tension in the air. But frankly, I did not give a shit cuz my dick was drained and I was left to consider how this experience would alter my desire for men. Elden and I fucked around a few times after that. But he would never let me stick my dick in his asspussy. That frustrated me and I was getting so much pussy that I just did not have the time to spend. As I Iook back at it. I think Elden really wanted a friend and he needed more intimacy. All I really wanted was a nutt. Yeah I am a ho.
I didn’t have another male lover in HS. But when I got to college, I found a new world of male delights. That’s another story….