High Holy days with her explain

C and I as I said met at a time when we needed each other, I was there for her even though I was ignorant of the religion , we held each other at night in jammies, just cuddles for her feelings , of not being a good faithful jew, as I said "Well I am not a good Christian growing up in parochial schools , but the guilt isn't crushing me, but she as faithful, wanting me to convert , her father was quite blunt " can't you find a nice jewish dr. ?" Being a clinical physc. major was to help her with her feelings about ? a lot. being taunted by the neighborhood bullies, her fathers orthodox views , and the regrettable behavior of her youth, her fights with her sister , well there was sex abuse also by her boss when 16, but,,,,,, we healed each other from a life changing event we both had, and had a lot of sex along the way, maybe fell in lust ? .