How I Became Impotent - Femininity Incresed
When I reached the age of 50 I suddenly found that I could not control my bladder. I was forever needing to rush to the bathroom.
I was diagnosed with an enlarged prostate. The then fairly new d**g Finasteride was prescribed at 5mg a day. At this time there was little known of the side effects. After a few months my bladder was functioning much more reliably. I noticed I felt calmer in myself and that my sex drive had diminished. After some time taking the d**g I again began experiencing the need to wee urgently - this was now much worse and often I would wet myself. Presenting myself to my lady Doctor who suggested that for daytime use a condom catheter and leg bag would be a help. She suggested I obtain samples from manufacturers to try and then she would prescribe. She also refereed me to a urologist who following tests decided that some of my issue was probably psychological and also due to blood pressure meds.. It was recommended that I find a suitable catheter for day and perhaps used pads at night. At that time as my prostate enlargement was not an issue I came off the Finasteride. I was totally impotent and my clitty had grown smaller due to the long term Finasteride use. Fortunately there is a very small condom catheter made by Rochester designed to fit short clitties like mine.
After about a year of Finasteride I began to feel quite anxious and although I was happily still impotent with my genitals remaining small, I was feeling that my femininity was compromised.
I went and saw my Doctor and expressed my concerns. She asked me about my sexual health and I told her my genitals were still small and I still didn't ejaculate even if I masturbated. . She asked me if I crossdressed and I told her that apart from wearing panties fulltime , shaving my body hair ,having my eyebrows waxed and using female deodorant I was happy with how I was. I told her that these things made me feel feminine and that if the anxiety could be dealt with I would feel much better. She said if I wished she would refer me to a gender identity clinic. I told her that because of my everyday life situation that wasn't a way forward at this time. She then suggested that as Finasteride suppresses DHT she could put me back on it under the guise that it was for BPH. She was unable to prescribe anything stronger because of NHS guidelines.This she kindly did. Within a few weeks of being back on the Finasteride I began to feel calmer and definitely more female. At night I wear a big pad inside tight panties with a nice pair of 'Gary' plastic pants over the top. Perhaps one day I will consider taking things further .
I was diagnosed with an enlarged prostate. The then fairly new d**g Finasteride was prescribed at 5mg a day. At this time there was little known of the side effects. After a few months my bladder was functioning much more reliably. I noticed I felt calmer in myself and that my sex drive had diminished. After some time taking the d**g I again began experiencing the need to wee urgently - this was now much worse and often I would wet myself. Presenting myself to my lady Doctor who suggested that for daytime use a condom catheter and leg bag would be a help. She suggested I obtain samples from manufacturers to try and then she would prescribe. She also refereed me to a urologist who following tests decided that some of my issue was probably psychological and also due to blood pressure meds.. It was recommended that I find a suitable catheter for day and perhaps used pads at night. At that time as my prostate enlargement was not an issue I came off the Finasteride. I was totally impotent and my clitty had grown smaller due to the long term Finasteride use. Fortunately there is a very small condom catheter made by Rochester designed to fit short clitties like mine.
After about a year of Finasteride I began to feel quite anxious and although I was happily still impotent with my genitals remaining small, I was feeling that my femininity was compromised.
I went and saw my Doctor and expressed my concerns. She asked me about my sexual health and I told her my genitals were still small and I still didn't ejaculate even if I masturbated. . She asked me if I crossdressed and I told her that apart from wearing panties fulltime , shaving my body hair ,having my eyebrows waxed and using female deodorant I was happy with how I was. I told her that these things made me feel feminine and that if the anxiety could be dealt with I would feel much better. She said if I wished she would refer me to a gender identity clinic. I told her that because of my everyday life situation that wasn't a way forward at this time. She then suggested that as Finasteride suppresses DHT she could put me back on it under the guise that it was for BPH. She was unable to prescribe anything stronger because of NHS guidelines.This she kindly did. Within a few weeks of being back on the Finasteride I began to feel calmer and definitely more female. At night I wear a big pad inside tight panties with a nice pair of 'Gary' plastic pants over the top. Perhaps one day I will consider taking things further .
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