How I learned to love cock

For many many years (pre-internet) I was a "normal" male, my porn magazines were all men fucking women, women masturbating, occasionally lesbian porn which I found very exciting. When porn became available on the internet, and in the early days with no streaming and low download speeds it was all pics, no videos,I followed the same pattern. However one day, out of the blue, I found a pic of a Shemale, the first I'd ever seen. She was absolutely gorgeous with decent tits and an awesome looking cock. At that point, and I was very naive, I didn't know if people were born like that (!) but she sure looked interesting and exotic! That was the start, and I included shemale pics in my normal porn viewing. As internet connections became faster and streaming was introduced I continued to watch all sorts of female porn, and a little bit of shemale stuff, mainly masturbation, I wasn't yet interested in full sex involving shemales so avoided that. Next I discovered Femboys and Sissies mainly with little or no tits, cocks from large to small and found them more attractive than the shemales with their boobjobs. I also started watching oral and anal sex, getting more and more interested all the time. Somewhere along the line, I found CDs. I almost completely lost interest in female sex and vaginas and haven't watched any female porn for at least a year now, it just doesn't turn me on any more. My ideal girl has to be pretty, very feminine, and of course have a cock, not a vagina, size doesn't matter, cut or uncut, I love them all. She needs to be fairly hairless, I don't mind a bush but hairy ass or legs do nothing for me. I find tiny little tits a complete turn on and am addicted to cum. For some unknown reason I find Japanese girls the sexiest of all.

I have incidentally viewed a little bit of gay porn but it does nothing for me. I do have questions about my sexuality though, and suspect if I was younger, I may well get into cross dressing. I've always loved wearing female lingerie and feel very sexy on the odd occasion when I get the opportunity to wear women's clothing, particularly short skirts. That feeling of being immediately available I suppose means I have a bit of the sissy about me. I must admit I have never ever gone out wearing women's clothing and probably never will.

We all change on our journey through life and this is one area where I have definitely changed a great deal.