1 Sexual Awakening of a **********
In the 1950's everybody had a standard lamp in their living room. This was made of timber and consisted of a turned decorative pole about 60mm in diameter and about 1.7m tall on top of which was a light bulb and a large flowery lampshade. The pole was screwed into the base which was 50mm thick and no more than 500mm in diameter, the base had three little feet about 50mmm tall.
So this day I'm playing cowboys and Indians by myself and I decided it would be exciting if the cowboy (me) was captured and tied to the totem pole. So I stood on the base of the standard lamp and raised my arms above my head and held the pole. The strangest thing then happened, my little willy rose up and I had this new feeling of warmth in my groin. As wonderful as this was I never repeated the experience and knew this was something I should not discuss with adults. How old was I ? I don't know but check out the dimensions I've given, I know there was no danger of it toppling over so I would have only been four at most.
I did not grow up to indulge in bondage but around the same age as little more than a toddler I discovered my true passion. Before going shopping with my mother my aunt would often raise the back of her skirt and refasten and adjust her suspenders, sometimes only inches from my face, the flash was never long enough for my little willy to respond but this was a secret that women had of which I needed to know more. Again I was still very small because my viewpoint was looking up at her thighs and my aunt felt no need to do it elsewhere out of my sight.
The next incident is the oddest. There was a twice weekly hospital soap on television called 'Emergency Ward 10', my bedtime was when it finished which was 20:00 so I'm guessing I'm around ***************. One evening laid in bed with my eyes closed and my imagination running I thought it would be exciting if the doctors and nurses for a tenuous reason which I've long forgotten were made to swap clothes. I used to put my hand around my little willy and fall asleep thinking of this and feeling very mellow. I had c***dhood asthma and spent regular times in hospital until it disappeared when I was seven. Was I catching glimpses of the women's underwear when they were tending me in their 'Carry On Nurse' uniforms, if so it's been sadly lost from my memory.
So this day I'm playing cowboys and Indians by myself and I decided it would be exciting if the cowboy (me) was captured and tied to the totem pole. So I stood on the base of the standard lamp and raised my arms above my head and held the pole. The strangest thing then happened, my little willy rose up and I had this new feeling of warmth in my groin. As wonderful as this was I never repeated the experience and knew this was something I should not discuss with adults. How old was I ? I don't know but check out the dimensions I've given, I know there was no danger of it toppling over so I would have only been four at most.
I did not grow up to indulge in bondage but around the same age as little more than a toddler I discovered my true passion. Before going shopping with my mother my aunt would often raise the back of her skirt and refasten and adjust her suspenders, sometimes only inches from my face, the flash was never long enough for my little willy to respond but this was a secret that women had of which I needed to know more. Again I was still very small because my viewpoint was looking up at her thighs and my aunt felt no need to do it elsewhere out of my sight.
The next incident is the oddest. There was a twice weekly hospital soap on television called 'Emergency Ward 10', my bedtime was when it finished which was 20:00 so I'm guessing I'm around ***************. One evening laid in bed with my eyes closed and my imagination running I thought it would be exciting if the doctors and nurses for a tenuous reason which I've long forgotten were made to swap clothes. I used to put my hand around my little willy and fall asleep thinking of this and feeling very mellow. I had c***dhood asthma and spent regular times in hospital until it disappeared when I was seven. Was I catching glimpses of the women's underwear when they were tending me in their 'Carry On Nurse' uniforms, if so it's been sadly lost from my memory.
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