My *****hood Abuse Story
When I was ************ I used to sleep over at my best friend's house almost every weekend.
Her parents were divorced and she stayed with her mum during the weekdays but spent every weekend at her dad's house.
One night while I was sleeping over at her house, I woke up to go to the bathroom and when I was done I decided to go downstairs and get some water from the kitchen because I was really thirsty.
It was around midnight and her dad was still awake watching TV in the living room.
He noticed me in the kitchen and came to see what I was doing.
He started asking me why I was awake so late and teasing me about being a "naughty girl".
I told him I was thirsty and came for water and he asked me if I wanted to have some ice cream with him. I said sure and we went to the living room to eat our ice cream in front of the TV while flipping through channels. He landed on TV land where they were playing reruns of Eurotrash.
I had never seen the show before and i was one of the weirdest things i had ever seen but midway through the episode, he said its time to go to sleep and he turned off the TV.
I asked him if I could finish the episode first, and he told me he is tired and needs to lay down and doesn't feel comfortable leaving me unattended, so he told me I have to come to his room and watch it on his TV if I want to see the rest of the episode. I agreed.
We went upstairs to his room and he told me to sit on the bed. I felt a little uncomfortable but didn't want to be rude so I sat down.
He noticed that I was keeping a distance and that I had an uncomfortable demeanour with my body all stiff sitting on the edge of the bed. He pat the bed down right next to him and told me to lay down and make myself comfortable. I did. He then rested his hand down on my belly and left it there for about 5 minutes.
Then he started slowly wiggling his fingers on my belly and I started to giggle and asked him what he was doing. He said he was just playing with me and insisted that I pay attention to the show and not worry.
Then he moved his hand up and started tickling my chest and then moved back down to my belly and kept going back and forth. Then he finally moved his hand down in between my legs and put his hand under my pyjama pants and started tickling my pussy over my panties. I remember going speechless and literally freezing.
I wanted to make him stop but I couldn't, I just laid there confused and frozen.
Then he got on top of me and started kissing me hard and forcing his tongue in my mouth and he then kissed my neck and licked it and he moved his way down and lifted my shirt up and started licking my chest and sucking on my nipples and then moving his way down and licking until he finally made it to my pussy.
I had on underwear and pyjama pants and he started kissing my pussy through my pants and wiggling his nose on my pussy through all the layers. I was still frozen at this point and couldn't find the strength in me to move or say anything until he took my pants and panties off and I let out a scream and said "STOP".
He quickly came up from in between my legs and covered my mouth with his hand and said "shhh I'm trying to make you feel good". He begged me to let him continue but I didn't say anything.
He said "don't scream, just relax and let me do what I need to do, you'll like it". He went back down in between my legs and he started licking my pussy. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before! He continued to lick me until I exploded into ecstasy and had my very first orgasm.
The feeling was so amazing but so overpowering that my whole body was convulsing and I kept trying to push his head away for him to stop.
He grabbed my hands and held them down tight while he continued to lick my pussy until I had another orgasm. And then another. and then another.
I must've had about 10 orgasms that night, literally. When he was done, he asked me if I liked it and I said "yes". And he said "did you like it enough that you would want to feel this again in the future?" and I said "yes!". And then he told me that if I want to feel this way again that I can never tell anyone what happened or he will get in trouble and won't be able to please me in this way again.
I promised him I would never tell anyone. He then told me to quietly go back to my friend's room and go to sleep. I did. After this happened, my friend's dad started doing this to me almost every time I slept over at her house.
I liked it so much that sometimes I would lie to my friend and say I'm tired just so she would go to sleep early so I could sneak off to her dad's room in the middle of the night.
This happened from the time I was 10 to the time I was 13.
He never had penetrative sex with me and never forced me to do anything I didn't want.
He usually would send me back to my friend's room when he was done pleasing me, but a few times he made me stay and watch him rub his penis. I remember the first time he asked me to rub his penis and then asked me to put it in my mouth, but I didn't want to, so I just continued rubbing his penis until he ejaculated. After we had been in this scenario a few times i asked him how he wanted me to take his penis in my mouth and he took the time to teach me how to do it properly. He never actually asked me to do this after the first time when i was too shy to try it but when i asked to do it to him it became a regular part of what we did together.
I loved every minute of it and still fantasise about it all the time when I masturbate. Am I crazy??
Do you consider what he did abuse even though he was gentle and didn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do?
Her parents were divorced and she stayed with her mum during the weekdays but spent every weekend at her dad's house.
One night while I was sleeping over at her house, I woke up to go to the bathroom and when I was done I decided to go downstairs and get some water from the kitchen because I was really thirsty.
It was around midnight and her dad was still awake watching TV in the living room.
He noticed me in the kitchen and came to see what I was doing.
He started asking me why I was awake so late and teasing me about being a "naughty girl".
I told him I was thirsty and came for water and he asked me if I wanted to have some ice cream with him. I said sure and we went to the living room to eat our ice cream in front of the TV while flipping through channels. He landed on TV land where they were playing reruns of Eurotrash.
I had never seen the show before and i was one of the weirdest things i had ever seen but midway through the episode, he said its time to go to sleep and he turned off the TV.
I asked him if I could finish the episode first, and he told me he is tired and needs to lay down and doesn't feel comfortable leaving me unattended, so he told me I have to come to his room and watch it on his TV if I want to see the rest of the episode. I agreed.
We went upstairs to his room and he told me to sit on the bed. I felt a little uncomfortable but didn't want to be rude so I sat down.
He noticed that I was keeping a distance and that I had an uncomfortable demeanour with my body all stiff sitting on the edge of the bed. He pat the bed down right next to him and told me to lay down and make myself comfortable. I did. He then rested his hand down on my belly and left it there for about 5 minutes.
Then he started slowly wiggling his fingers on my belly and I started to giggle and asked him what he was doing. He said he was just playing with me and insisted that I pay attention to the show and not worry.
Then he moved his hand up and started tickling my chest and then moved back down to my belly and kept going back and forth. Then he finally moved his hand down in between my legs and put his hand under my pyjama pants and started tickling my pussy over my panties. I remember going speechless and literally freezing.
I wanted to make him stop but I couldn't, I just laid there confused and frozen.
Then he got on top of me and started kissing me hard and forcing his tongue in my mouth and he then kissed my neck and licked it and he moved his way down and lifted my shirt up and started licking my chest and sucking on my nipples and then moving his way down and licking until he finally made it to my pussy.
I had on underwear and pyjama pants and he started kissing my pussy through my pants and wiggling his nose on my pussy through all the layers. I was still frozen at this point and couldn't find the strength in me to move or say anything until he took my pants and panties off and I let out a scream and said "STOP".
He quickly came up from in between my legs and covered my mouth with his hand and said "shhh I'm trying to make you feel good". He begged me to let him continue but I didn't say anything.
He said "don't scream, just relax and let me do what I need to do, you'll like it". He went back down in between my legs and he started licking my pussy. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before! He continued to lick me until I exploded into ecstasy and had my very first orgasm.
The feeling was so amazing but so overpowering that my whole body was convulsing and I kept trying to push his head away for him to stop.
He grabbed my hands and held them down tight while he continued to lick my pussy until I had another orgasm. And then another. and then another.
I must've had about 10 orgasms that night, literally. When he was done, he asked me if I liked it and I said "yes". And he said "did you like it enough that you would want to feel this again in the future?" and I said "yes!". And then he told me that if I want to feel this way again that I can never tell anyone what happened or he will get in trouble and won't be able to please me in this way again.
I promised him I would never tell anyone. He then told me to quietly go back to my friend's room and go to sleep. I did. After this happened, my friend's dad started doing this to me almost every time I slept over at her house.
I liked it so much that sometimes I would lie to my friend and say I'm tired just so she would go to sleep early so I could sneak off to her dad's room in the middle of the night.
This happened from the time I was 10 to the time I was 13.
He never had penetrative sex with me and never forced me to do anything I didn't want.
He usually would send me back to my friend's room when he was done pleasing me, but a few times he made me stay and watch him rub his penis. I remember the first time he asked me to rub his penis and then asked me to put it in my mouth, but I didn't want to, so I just continued rubbing his penis until he ejaculated. After we had been in this scenario a few times i asked him how he wanted me to take his penis in my mouth and he took the time to teach me how to do it properly. He never actually asked me to do this after the first time when i was too shy to try it but when i asked to do it to him it became a regular part of what we did together.
I loved every minute of it and still fantasise about it all the time when I masturbate. Am I crazy??
Do you consider what he did abuse even though he was gentle and didn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do?
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