Almost had a clear out!

I had one of those moments a few days ago (I bet all of you married gurls have had them) when I thought enough is enough! This is how it goes!

I love my wife and I would not do anything to spoil our relationship! If she ever found out about my crossdressing she would want a divorce and that would be the end of our relationship! I must stop this madness, delete all of my profiles on tranny and CD sites, wipe all of those memory sticks, delete all of those pics on my PC, get rid of all of those bits of paper with CD addys on, throw out all of my gurly underwear and dresses and clear the garage of stilletoes!

Then:

OK - so I'll just reduce the amount of underwear I have, maybe throw out the stuff that doesn't fit (most of it), get rid of some of the tights and stockings, a few dresses can go as well and if I get shot of a few pairs of shoes then it won't look so bad! I'll delete some of the pics on my profiles and encrypt my memory sticks!

And then:

If she finds out I am a crossdresser how will she react? I have heard of wives who totally embrace their husbands dressing up in lingerie and even find it a turn on! She may think it is disgusting now, but if she saw how sexy my legs look in stockings and stilletoes, it might even turn her on! In that case I will hang on to it all, you never know, if she finds out I crossdress she might even demand that I become her sissy so I am gonna need that bag full of sexiness!

I am hedging my bets!