Careful what you wish

this is my first time posting a story. my typing is bad and slow so bear with me and my punctuation. if anyone would like to edit it so it reads easier , please do this is all fiction and not based on real events. on with the story I'm a white sissy crossdresser. I've posted videos on x hamster of me using huge black dildos to stretch my ass into a gaping asscunt. while I'm making my videos I'm usually on-line checking out x hamster for new videos , pictures , and stories or seeing which of my friends are on line to send nasty messages to . I'm always sending out invitations to new users who have big black cocks as they are my favorites whenever one accepts my invitation If his cock is really big I message him "awesome cock!!! thanks for joining my friends, have you ever used that beautiful monster to savagely pound a willing sissy's ass into total submission?" if he message back a simple no I ask if he ever wanted to if he sends no but always wanted to I ask what he'd do to me if I was there if he sends yes many times I try to get messages going back and forth about all the dirty things I want him to do with me or ask what he'd do getting nastier with each new post I'd been messaging this one particular bbc friend for quite a while who lived way up north I'd always say how I wished we'd lived closer so we could do all the things we messaged each other, well he sent me a message saying this years superbowl is in dallas and he and a couple friends had tickets and wanted to know if they could crash at my place when they came through to save some money and maybe have a little fun. this caught me by surprise and I had to admit I'd never actually been with a real man that a dominant ex girl friend got me into anal play and that I'd taken it to the extreme play that I do in my videos since the break up he asked if I wanted to try the things we talked about I said maybe if he was coming alone but I'm just not sure he said that's ok he understands that we didn't have to do anything I didn't want to but if you are really my friend he really needs a place for them to stay because of how much the tickets cost eventually after messaging back and forth for a while I was comfortable enough to agree to let them stay with me and gave him my address and phone number. over the next week and a half I couldn't stop thinking about him and kept fantasizing about getting forced to submit to their desires let me add that I'm a meth addict and when I get on meth the sissy in me cums out and when I dress slutty she takes control of my decisions so the Friday befor the game I wasn't expecting them until tomorrow so I got some dope dressed up and was working my asscunt with a big black dildo while on x hamster when I notice another of my favorite bbc users on line and send hello big daddy I'm pounding my pussy with my big dildo wishing it was your big cock fucking my ass instead. what I didn't know was he was 1 of the friends in the car on the way to my house en route to the super bowl. part 2 to follow