A kind and gentle man
Their was once a man, a kind gentle silly foul of a man. This man allowed himself to open up to woman, allowed her to see everything within him from the darkest most upsetting memory to the happiest most hopeful of dreams.
His trust in her, his belief in her knew no bounds but at that moment when he needed a friend the most she slamed doors in his face, twisted his words to suit herself, allowed attack dog friends to bite and scratch at him.
In short the promises she made she broke, her acts though not physical where still acts of emotional abuse, because letting someone come to trust you and rely on you for emotional support only to cut out without warning, explanation, or cause is a pretty bastardy thing to do and doing that when you should know that, that person is struggling with a relationship that failing is to put it kindly a shit thing to do. To flirt with person before you do offering him a chance with someone they trust so completely thus weakening a breaking realationship is well I have no words for how bad that is, Yet that kind gentle man had that done to him and it bloody near broke him.
To the person who did this I will always be angry with you, but what burns most is not this or that in my way I love him yet can't be the woman he deserves, it's that you only need to ask and he'd still stand by your side and take every thing that entails your past, your future and your struggles, Why I don't know maybe it's because he trusts you more than he should, maybe he lives you in a why, maybe you twisted and broke his mind, or perhaps it's just because he is that rarity I man who has a flame of forgiveness in his heart and believes that others are inalienably good.
His trust in her, his belief in her knew no bounds but at that moment when he needed a friend the most she slamed doors in his face, twisted his words to suit herself, allowed attack dog friends to bite and scratch at him.
In short the promises she made she broke, her acts though not physical where still acts of emotional abuse, because letting someone come to trust you and rely on you for emotional support only to cut out without warning, explanation, or cause is a pretty bastardy thing to do and doing that when you should know that, that person is struggling with a relationship that failing is to put it kindly a shit thing to do. To flirt with person before you do offering him a chance with someone they trust so completely thus weakening a breaking realationship is well I have no words for how bad that is, Yet that kind gentle man had that done to him and it bloody near broke him.
To the person who did this I will always be angry with you, but what burns most is not this or that in my way I love him yet can't be the woman he deserves, it's that you only need to ask and he'd still stand by your side and take every thing that entails your past, your future and your struggles, Why I don't know maybe it's because he trusts you more than he should, maybe he lives you in a why, maybe you twisted and broke his mind, or perhaps it's just because he is that rarity I man who has a flame of forgiveness in his heart and believes that others are inalienably good.
8年前