To Be, or Not XD pt 2

Five days to go. There were a couple stumbling blocks right off the jump that almost derailed this whole thing. The window definitely exists, but work commitments, paired with some back issues, pushed my availability to the brink. I was so low I almost deleted my account rather than face failure so quickly. Luckily I had jack for cell signal. By the end of the day I was limping heavily, and the pain was so bad I was nearly in tears. 20 minutes later, I was walking out of the chiropractor's office, a little better but still sore. 3 hours and a nap later, I felt better than I have in weeks. And with my back issues lessened, my job will go much faster. Bottom line, we're still on track. Tom keep myself pushing forward, I acquired a few items I'll want for my adventure. The first was crotchless panties. I had a pair that were too small and starting to rip in the back, but they are the cutest little black lace boy shorts and they make my ass look good, lol. So, I decided to experiment, and I'll be damned if popping the back seam didn't make them not only fit again, but they are now the cutest little pair of black lace CROTCHLESS boy shorts! The other item is something I've wanted to get for awhile, but never did. Now that I have it I wanna kick my own ass for not getting one sooner. But, I bought a very large, very thick, suction cup dildo to train with over the next few days. Omg, it's as addictive as *******. I've lost count of the amount of times I've fucked myself to orgasm today. My little sissy clitty was dribbling thru my panties, but I kept cumming and cumming. After that, all apprehension was out the window. And if it creeps back, I know I can fuck it away. And the sissygasm wasn't all. My asspussy came as well. I knows that sounds impossible, but when I came, I could feel the dildo slide in way easier and deeper, and I squirted a clear, kinda thick substance out around the toy. It looks and tastes just like a wet pussy. Right now the only thing that may keep me from dressing and gong on the prowl is if I stay home and just fuck myself silly! Omg, I can't wait...