Just pondering

hmmmmm for the several or so lucky guys that I've let have sex with me, and me wanting them :D , some were lasting boy friends. anyways, from where I'm sitting, or laying ;) ha! to be blunt, i do like laying there and hearing him behind me, either fiddling with a condom, and getting his cock and me ready, I'm thinking and knowing that I'm about to get it. guys i think tend to go for the slam dunk right from the start, but hey shrugs i like that too :) *blush* and then the next hopefully 15 minutes at least to an hour or more, even better. ha *blushes again* call me gay, that's ok, imo, that i can lay down with a guy and have certain attractions with a guy, comes from being transsexual, a girl in the wrong bod etc. i have to say though, being transsexual has a whole lot more to it than just being sexual, its who the person is. everything inside me says "girly girl" lol I've known something didn't quite fit from as young as 4, or whenever i got memories lol my natural, is on the feminine side :) and most everything about me, cept some parts attached to the bod lol oh well, it is a fact, that some people are born in the wrong bods, most know this, just informing the ones that dont lol. i used to date other girls too, and a lot of my friends are girls, prolly cause they can sense im not there trying to get in their pants lol jk but i cherish their friendships, most of them anyways jk lol :) i would be a dangerous girl if born right lol my personality, and way that i am now in ways, would fit and i would prolly be an nfl cheerleader, :D maybe a stripper, or in the movies, not with tom cruise but with tom crusher ;) lol maybe a hotters waitress :) maybe eventually a hair and nail salon owner, but that's just pondering, and just one part of me, and i cant believe i typed all that, normally i dont share details, got a few minutes to ponder lol anyways bye bye.