My sexual 'awakening' as an older woman

I am pleased, if surprised, to be here on this site and to have the courage and 'self freedom' to put up my own pics and vids. It is a big change from my days as a young woman, raising my family but shy and so self conscious about my body and the sexual me. It was not that I didnt enjoy sex then, my hubby of all the many years was good to me and for me. As I got older and more confident in myself I found a strength/courage... and with his support, we started to push our old bounderies. But I do remember, in my late forties some 20 yrs ago, then working back home in NZ, walking in the hills and coming across a courting couple to busily engaged with themselves to notice me. I sat quietly and watched from a reasonably close distance.. And as they came close to intercourse I loved the way she teased him out of his pants and then pulling her panty gusset aside she opened her slit as his inexperienced penis began 'searching' and probing and then when he finally surged deep inside her how they both moaned and gasped. Then his basic man instincts took over as he shafted her with an inexperience and a naivety that would guarantee he didn't last to long, never the less their moaning and thrusting and their need for each other was exquisite. I could only think that there is nothing better for a woman than to feel a man, making his way into her vagina, that moment of penetration, the full wonton lunge deep into her being, the bursting swoosh of his semen soaking her vagina. I often think now that was a, even THE, most enlightening moment in my sexual development, the bridge between the shy self conscious young woman and the confident sexually appreciative older woman that I now am.