Begging

I have tried begging in the street. Just to see how it felt.

I dressed like a beggar. Then with a papercup in front of me sat down on the ground on the pavement.

I have never felt so small before. Small and helpless.

I sat for a couple of hours. Most people just looked disgusted. Some tried to smile and be nice. Some gave me a couple of small coins All the time me sitting there very small at their feet. When I got some money I looked up and smiled and said thank you to the towering person above me.

A couple of parents gave their k** a small coin and sent them to give it to me. I know they wanted to be nice but it made me feel even smaller and more humiliated. Looking up and thanking a c***d for a 5 cent gift.

A couple of ladies stopped yelling at me. Three people total spit at me. And one guy stole all the money I had after the first hour.

All in all as a humiliation session it was great. As a way to make a living it must be horrible. After I gave all the money I had got to a guy begging down the next street.