My first time materbateing

well, it was like this i was watching porn for get the site name anyhow i had just gotten my cock hard
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then i was jerking off when instead of a fountain of cum "cumming out a fountain of piss came out instead got the pillow i was sitting on drenched i recon my bladder was more full than my prostrate was at the time any how before a jerk off i piss in the bathroom on the toilet first than go a head and jerk off and wow they both feel like a great relief {not at the same time mind you } but when i piss on the pot like a girl should it feel great i was not meant to piss any other way but i must say at time i still stood i think wish felt odd thought i still jerk off it still feel great when i cum,mmm it make me want to jerk off right now. but won't it just gives me that whet feeling and make me chubby and hard down there one day ill be able to just rub my self off like the woman am inside i can't wait.. next installment will what i did one Halloween....