My Hazy Friend

I am here signing up to new sites, posting new photos, trying to upload a new video from my phone to the internet, and basically doing everything I can to avoid camming because I'm currently at my friend's apartment, attempting to ignore the fact that she acts very... odd when under the influence of opiates.

I can't understand a thing she says, yet she still talks and talks. She can barely walk a straight line, but chooses to move endlessly, even when she's sitting down her hands and fingers are moving, never to cease. Her eyes are closed, but she twitches and jerks.

I've never seen someone act like this on an opiate.

I am hoping she passes out soon so I can cam and stop signing up to sites I'll probably never use in the future.

She's broken her pipe, which on the first drop, wasn't that badly broken, but on the 2nd and 3rd drop, was completely rendered useless.

She's an older woman--why that has any bearing on my story, I'm not sure. She should know better, maybe?

My heart is already in pieces today. I'm separated from that whom I love the most until Tuesday, and then who knows what'll happen when it comes to the legal system and their 1, 2, 3s and A, B, Cs.

I don't want to be alone, so I will be on cam.

<3