LIFE AS I SEE IT TODAY CONTINUED
But when I get on my board everything goes away completely pain stress bills lack of sex :) And even though life can be harder now than it ever was that skateboard changed my life again everything just seems better when I'm skating and everyone I skate with all have the same thing in common so whatever it is try to find your skateboard it may painting whatever it doesn’t matter its living with passion keep everything into perspective.
Now I may end up dead from some of the crazy stupid shit I do but I'm living exactly the way I want . Also for me I found out I cannot do relationships again I am a liar I'm very self-absorbed with all the things I have going on everyone says I just haven't met the right person I think I have twice and I really messed them up nothing like you’re thinking but I just can’t be around people that much I don't get but I do finally get don't get me wrong I'm gentleman my mom brought me up right I had a great family I just damaged goods with a good heart
Ok fuck it I'm don't may be a little buzzed now but then again I have never done anything like this and probably never have done it otherwise it’s all perspective and justification although I have a lot of messes in my life I'm so blessed each and every day I have great k**s, car, jeep, home and a motor cycle they are older but I just keep them running and try not to take what I have for granted as everyone else seems to have all the brand new toys
I can honestly say for the most part I am more in tune with myself and my shortcomings and they are just me and if you don't like me that sucks but that is ok also there are people I don't like who am I to judge anyone when I'm perfect I will judge
The moral of all this nonsense is that find a passion one that gets you going and never stop pursuing it as when we do I think we stop living and start dying and although I have made some sort of peace with death I am only starting this journey we call life and its fun and not so fun at times but if we have our passion I believe we will come out the other side with fulfillment and happiness and old timer once told me with more wisdom than I will ever know is if you live your life to please God weather you believe in him or not when the final days come you will have lived a good life and helped people along the way
Truth
Pat
Now I may end up dead from some of the crazy stupid shit I do but I'm living exactly the way I want . Also for me I found out I cannot do relationships again I am a liar I'm very self-absorbed with all the things I have going on everyone says I just haven't met the right person I think I have twice and I really messed them up nothing like you’re thinking but I just can’t be around people that much I don't get but I do finally get don't get me wrong I'm gentleman my mom brought me up right I had a great family I just damaged goods with a good heart
Ok fuck it I'm don't may be a little buzzed now but then again I have never done anything like this and probably never have done it otherwise it’s all perspective and justification although I have a lot of messes in my life I'm so blessed each and every day I have great k**s, car, jeep, home and a motor cycle they are older but I just keep them running and try not to take what I have for granted as everyone else seems to have all the brand new toys
I can honestly say for the most part I am more in tune with myself and my shortcomings and they are just me and if you don't like me that sucks but that is ok also there are people I don't like who am I to judge anyone when I'm perfect I will judge
The moral of all this nonsense is that find a passion one that gets you going and never stop pursuing it as when we do I think we stop living and start dying and although I have made some sort of peace with death I am only starting this journey we call life and its fun and not so fun at times but if we have our passion I believe we will come out the other side with fulfillment and happiness and old timer once told me with more wisdom than I will ever know is if you live your life to please God weather you believe in him or not when the final days come you will have lived a good life and helped people along the way
Truth
Pat
8年前
