Taking a break

I had almost a month on my own now, I haven't visited any clubs or parties. I needed a break, so I didn't agree to any extension of my BDSM "agreement". I still have a painful leg and arm muscle from staying to long on the "one bar prison" in a very high position and being suspended. My ass/colon was hurting after continuous dilation week after week, but is fine again after using Ovesterin. It is has been good to just look at television, eat good food for a while and go shopping/coffee bars. On the negative side I have gained weight and miss the attention.