Taking the leap

So I uploaded my picture today I hope it gets approved and i also hope my wife doesn't find out. She doesn't like porn and certainly doesn't like me talking to other women much less eating their sweet pussies. But I like porn and eating pussy. Maybe i am a sex addict or maybe I'm a horny old guy. I know i'm a good person and i love my wife (who is uninterested in orgasms or having her pussy sucked). And i just keep thinking that in this crazy world with so much suffering why is my desire to pleasure mature Goddesses so wrong? It makes no sense to me. So i;m here beating off at all the beautiful plump grannies and hoping to find one close to home. An old mans sex addicted fantasy perhaps, but you never know until you ask. Namaste.