Thanks for those who add me.
I'm so glad I've made a positive impact and result on this profile. More videos uploaded, more people subscibes, and less negativity.
but then i sink and drop myself into the sea of self-pity and worthlessness. wishing i was somebody else, wishing i was gone....even the most empty and boring profile i come across each day can turn into the paragon example of simple, beautiful life i've always wished.
as if he was a young k** in a state of clean slate, unadulterated and free of corruption.
At least I've made a life of purpose. Self-pity and recognition are the fuel to get this empty life of vehicle of emptiness move for its endless journey.
so thanks for those who subscribe and add me! <3
~ivan
but then i sink and drop myself into the sea of self-pity and worthlessness. wishing i was somebody else, wishing i was gone....even the most empty and boring profile i come across each day can turn into the paragon example of simple, beautiful life i've always wished.
as if he was a young k** in a state of clean slate, unadulterated and free of corruption.
At least I've made a life of purpose. Self-pity and recognition are the fuel to get this empty life of vehicle of emptiness move for its endless journey.
so thanks for those who subscribe and add me! <3
~ivan
8年前
