Sissy evolution: How I ended up loving BBC

The story about how I ended up addicted to watching sissy’s taking big black cock.

I guess this is the inevitable evolution of being a sissy. A little story how things have evolved for me and how I ended up addicted to sissy’s taking BBC.

My biggest dream and fantasy before used to be getting dominated by a Mistress and letting her fuck my ass with a strap-on. Although I still would love taking a strap-on in my sissy pussy from a Mistress I merely get turned on by fantasising about it and watching femdom/strap-on porn.

I’ve watched femdom and sissy porn for many years now. I started out by only looking at guys being dominated by a Mistress, a little later on a also started watching guys performing solo (fucked a dildo, etc) but I remember having a little mixed feelings watching just a male alone on cam as I’m straight. I have always loved getting my ass filled by toys so when I watched other guys do it in a video I naturally just fantasised about it being me taking that dildo.

By this time I used to be turned off by sissy’s taking a real cock, when a video of that accidentally popped up as I watched porn I thought it was a little gross and it even turned me off a little. I didn’t like watching any kind of gay porn at all. Sissys taking a strap-on or fucking a dildo I thought was really hot but a real cock was a big no no at this time.

I continued watching a lot of sissy porn (addictive as it is, impossible to stop doing it) and I don’t know what happened but something did. I started watching sissy’s taking a real cock and I got really turned on by it, although I thought it was a little gross after I’ve had and orgasm and cummed.

Today I love watching sissy’s taking a BBC and I fantasise about it being me getting that cock deep in my sissy pussy. Femdom porn doesn’t turn me on nearly as much as a black daddy abusing a white sissy slut. I’m still not turned on by guys, I don’t think the male body is attractive but I fantasise about taking a BBC. I know this may sound strange. I know I would love the feeling of a real cock in my ass as I love riding and fucking my dildos. The real deal will of course be even better even if you’re not turned on by a guy but I like fantasising about standing on all fours and letting a BBC abuse my sissy pussy.

This evolution is of course true for almost all kinds of category’s of porn and sex, you get used to it after a while and you crave something more dirty, forbidden and extreme in order to be turned on as you were before. I wonder what the next step will be for me in the sissy evolution.

Do you recognise yourself in this? Please PM me. I’d love to get more sissy friends!