My obsession, my loss.

So it didn't work out between my bro and her girl.
She is leaving back for her place on the east coast in a few days.
I tried to casually persuade her to stay with me, but she declined.
I wished her the best of luck, and I finally told her I really cared about her.
I always have and I always will.
It seemed to go in one ear and out the other.

I'm devastated, but this experience is sobering.
Maybe I'm just not her type.
I'd do anything to have her, but it's impossible.
She's oblivious to my want of her, I guess it's better it stays that way.

Stupid me. What did I think was gonna happen?

I guess the spell is broken now. I don't feel for her like I used to.
But I do hope I can feel like that again for someone who deserves it.