Why am I here?

I have been asking myself why am I on Xhamster? Apart from the obvious of looking at the videos and pictures and relaxing as I slowly pleasure myself.

I am in a loving and stable marriage with a woman who loves me and who I love. We have an active if conventional sex life. Ah, that may be it 'conventional'. In the past, I have had several partners who have been imaginative and experimental in their outlook to sex and have enjoyed some varied and unconventional sexual experiences.

I am finding more as the years pass my forming a mental bucket list of experiences I have not tried, and am highly unlikely to at home. These are the acts that I look for in Xhamster's content and that I still hope to participate in.
I wonder how many other members have similar reasons for looking at the content of the site.

Whilst not gay, I would class myself as bi-curious. I like most men have tasted my semen out of curiosity, and I do wonder if other men's sperm tastes the same? feels the same? I would like to bring a man to orgasm with my hands or my mouth and play with his cum. Possibly act as a cleanup guy for the correct MF couple, eating her creampie and cleaning their juices from his cock.

I love to masturbate. I would love to put on a show for a willing audience. To be in a CFMN scene would be a dream come true. For the moment I will look into putting some content on this site.

Thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read my ramblings. Perhaps you could leave a comment and let me know your kinks or fetishes?