My First Time
Okay, so before I start the story... Let me tell you, I'm not a great writer, I'm going to try my best and yes.. This is a true story... Enjoy.
__________________________________________________
I was 19 years old when I lost my virginity.
My parents are the strict and religious kind of people, so I was never comfortable to be in a relationship and when I was in one I tried to keep it a secret from my parents. They took me everywhere so I couldn't have adventures after school or skip at work to have fun with boys (or girls). Soon they realized that I needed the Internet for homework, so instead of letting me stay after school, they relented and installed it at home. That's how it started. The Internet, my teacher, my savior. I knew that porn was fake and not everything on the Internet was true, but I was still naive. After I graduated High School, I bought my own car, and I even though I didn't have the liberty I really wanted, something was something and my car provided me a little more freedom. I found Craiglist and yeah you know where this is going. I have a little twist for y'all.
I had an idea. My parents wanted me to wait for marriage, but I was fucking done with that shit. I wanted to lose my virginity, not because of "fuck my parents", which it was part my reason, to be honest. I wanted to do it on my own terms with a big "Fuck You" to society for having expectations of me (for being a woman). Remember how I said I was naive? Yeah, that's part of the story. I thought I had the balls to do it. I posted an ad on Craiglist about wanting to lose my virginity. And wow, I was overwhelmed with the response. With my excuse to my parents I was doing overtime, I met a few guys... blowjobs for the most part. Those men didn't really wanted to have sex. Maybe they were scared, but I was happy I was getting more experience. One guy didn't believe I was a virgin, I guess my mouth skills were just given to me by God (Lol). Feeling more confident, I decided to answer an ad about a guy just wanting to see a girl masturbating.
When I replied to the ad, I never said I was a virgin and because I've done some sexting and well had few blowjobs under my resume, I guess he never realized? He assumed I've done it before. But of course, as time got closer to the day we were gonna meet, my period started. I had to cancel, and he didn't like that and most likely he didn't believe me. We decided on another day and for that time, I got super nervous and yes, I tried to chicken out and just leave that situation and then he dropped a bomb on me.
Now I was still naive and very panicky that my parents or a family member were going to find out. So when this motherufcker told me he'd post my nudes and a picture of my face on the Internet for everyone to see if I cancel on him again, was kind of, very scary at the time.
He blackmailed me, so I accepted to meet him.
Like I said he didn't know I was a virgin and well, I never told him. I also told him I liked it hardcore (which is true, it turned me on, I just never experienced it).
So we met. He had a thing for parking beside me and him getting out of his truck to see me in the back of my car, ass up to his view. When we talked about it, it was hot, but knowing why my bare ass was to his view for real, was scary.
He got in, touched me, got me wet, and told me to get on my back so I could start masturbating. I didn't start to masturbate because the moment I turned, he was atop of me. He went inside and fucked me. I forgot to breathe for a few seconds. He was fucking me, hard and deep. When I remembered how to breathe, I wasn't breathing, I was screaming and moaning. I was so scared, and so so turned on. I was in pain and I was loving it. Every thrust was pain and a moan of pleasure and my mind was fucked.
We were in the back of my car, in a park and I was losing my virginity by having hardcore sex with a stranger from Craiglist who blackmailed me.
And that's how I lost my virginity.
Now that, that cherry was popped.... it opened a door to many possibilities. I started having sex with strangers, girls and guys, in public places, in hotels... Participated in a gang bang. And now so many things I'm planning on doing. At this point I should start writing a Sex Bucket List and cross off the ones I've already done.
:D
__________________________________________________
I was 19 years old when I lost my virginity.
My parents are the strict and religious kind of people, so I was never comfortable to be in a relationship and when I was in one I tried to keep it a secret from my parents. They took me everywhere so I couldn't have adventures after school or skip at work to have fun with boys (or girls). Soon they realized that I needed the Internet for homework, so instead of letting me stay after school, they relented and installed it at home. That's how it started. The Internet, my teacher, my savior. I knew that porn was fake and not everything on the Internet was true, but I was still naive. After I graduated High School, I bought my own car, and I even though I didn't have the liberty I really wanted, something was something and my car provided me a little more freedom. I found Craiglist and yeah you know where this is going. I have a little twist for y'all.
I had an idea. My parents wanted me to wait for marriage, but I was fucking done with that shit. I wanted to lose my virginity, not because of "fuck my parents", which it was part my reason, to be honest. I wanted to do it on my own terms with a big "Fuck You" to society for having expectations of me (for being a woman). Remember how I said I was naive? Yeah, that's part of the story. I thought I had the balls to do it. I posted an ad on Craiglist about wanting to lose my virginity. And wow, I was overwhelmed with the response. With my excuse to my parents I was doing overtime, I met a few guys... blowjobs for the most part. Those men didn't really wanted to have sex. Maybe they were scared, but I was happy I was getting more experience. One guy didn't believe I was a virgin, I guess my mouth skills were just given to me by God (Lol). Feeling more confident, I decided to answer an ad about a guy just wanting to see a girl masturbating.
When I replied to the ad, I never said I was a virgin and because I've done some sexting and well had few blowjobs under my resume, I guess he never realized? He assumed I've done it before. But of course, as time got closer to the day we were gonna meet, my period started. I had to cancel, and he didn't like that and most likely he didn't believe me. We decided on another day and for that time, I got super nervous and yes, I tried to chicken out and just leave that situation and then he dropped a bomb on me.
Now I was still naive and very panicky that my parents or a family member were going to find out. So when this motherufcker told me he'd post my nudes and a picture of my face on the Internet for everyone to see if I cancel on him again, was kind of, very scary at the time.
He blackmailed me, so I accepted to meet him.
Like I said he didn't know I was a virgin and well, I never told him. I also told him I liked it hardcore (which is true, it turned me on, I just never experienced it).
So we met. He had a thing for parking beside me and him getting out of his truck to see me in the back of my car, ass up to his view. When we talked about it, it was hot, but knowing why my bare ass was to his view for real, was scary.
He got in, touched me, got me wet, and told me to get on my back so I could start masturbating. I didn't start to masturbate because the moment I turned, he was atop of me. He went inside and fucked me. I forgot to breathe for a few seconds. He was fucking me, hard and deep. When I remembered how to breathe, I wasn't breathing, I was screaming and moaning. I was so scared, and so so turned on. I was in pain and I was loving it. Every thrust was pain and a moan of pleasure and my mind was fucked.
We were in the back of my car, in a park and I was losing my virginity by having hardcore sex with a stranger from Craiglist who blackmailed me.
And that's how I lost my virginity.
Now that, that cherry was popped.... it opened a door to many possibilities. I started having sex with strangers, girls and guys, in public places, in hotels... Participated in a gang bang. And now so many things I'm planning on doing. At this point I should start writing a Sex Bucket List and cross off the ones I've already done.
:D
7年前
