From another post before the internet ...
In my case I often used magazines.
However it was hard to hide them so I also used to buy The Penthouse Letters Forum magazine, are you still love Leg Show stockings and thrills was another one Hustler definitely I used to even get off to the phone sex advertisement. I definitely stroked off in the bathroom to lingerie catalogs lingerie ads in the local newspaper and even comic books that had suggestive posed women.
Playboy magazine was even thought today and times especially the nice lingerie clad models with nice big hard nipples particularly if the women were laying dow
n provocatively and making eye contact.
I would lay out my magazines on my bed and spend hours when I can have the house to myself stroking and reading dirty letters and staring at naked women in the centerfold and so forth.
All I had to do was lay back and stroke.
So many fucking orgasms. I'm almost nostalgic for it. What's great is that there was some videos out there of women addressing this very thing. I have one saved my computer with a woman says have you ever wished you could have a centerfold model entice you to masturbate to her pictures and then she opens up a magazine to her own images and point them out. Our lives she says I'm going to pose for you because I'm a centerfold model and I'm going to encourage you to masturbate to my images and my positions entice you to cum for me.
I had a whole collection different types of porn Swank magazine Penthouse Letters Penthouse itself Hustler for sure, but I discovered Leg Show, and other related fetish magazines that offered at articles stories and captions on the pictures that urged you to masturbate. For a while they even had some of these magazines had a small plastic acetate of a sound bite. I would lay on my bed with headphones on late at night stroking to magazines and listening over and over to the five minute sexual message from the centerfold. But I was never one who wanted to cum on the pictures because I wanted to reuse the magazines over and over they got very dogeared.
Periodically I would go through my stash and and weed out the older ones that were starting to fall apart. A lot of it had to do with space issues. I remember at one point I had something like 60 magazines and realize that I hadn't looked at some of them in almost a year so after a few jerking sessions down memory lane I did allow myself to ejaculate on specific images and ultimately camouflage the magazines with other trash I threw them out. I was still living with my parents at the time. Later on I had a habit of stopping at this video store on my way home from work and looking particularly for videos of amateur women, usually masturbation more homegrown video was another one. And I would rent these for a week and return them in red something else so forth and I bought one or two but I didn't want to have too many in the house. Even if it was married, my significant other worked two jobs and would not walk in the door on many days until 11 or so at night .That meant that from about 8 until around 11 I was free to masturbate as much as I wanted. On the weekends I would have staying for masturbation because I wanted to have actual sex with her. And it's kind of been my pattern for many years. I think she knows that I do something but she doesn't know the details to this day cuz she doesn't really want to know. But she's not stupid she's discreet. I honestly don't know if she indulges herself anymore but she used to. The couple of times I caught her at it I joined in and it was quite exciting. But usually if I caught her a led to actual intercourse which was quite fine with me.
But I never stop masturbating my whole life. I had sex toys. Something called an oro stimulator was the first thing I had.
I had seen it advertised in several magazines and the local sex store at it and it was inexpensive literally like $15. You might have seen these they look like a cup with a small bulb and hose on the end of it period and inside the cup is a rubber lining. All you have to do is lube up your cock and slip it in and then you press on the bulb and it sucks the air out of the cup and creates a seal around your cock. By squeezing the rubber ball and causes it to slide up and down. I have to say it worked quite well. I used to use that thing and Edge to my videos. But for me the ultimate for the longest time was when I got my Fleshlight.
It was a short period of time for a few months that I was unemployed. I was looking for work but this is after the internet started for me I go online and peruse all the job sites and send out my resume as soon as I got up that was my routine as I figured get the stuff out first thing in the morning. But by 11 a.m. or so there really wasn't anything to send. Easily by 11:30 in the morning I was naked and masturbating for the next few hours edging with my toys and watching porn in my room with a big mirror at the foot of the bed so I could watch the screen and myself at the same time. I still love to see this site of my cock penetrating the FLESHLIGHT as I watched porn video as porn video but then I probably had a collection about five or six that I would watch in rotation.
But the favorite video has the time was what I made myself. We had a camcorder. I never actually filmed myself or us having sex or anything like that but not being tech savvy, I would pay for short clip downloads which would take forever to download in the dial-up days. Remember even with a 3 inch floppy disks you didn't have much space. Since it was a communal ( family) computer
right in the middle of the family room I couldn't really keep the clips until we upgraded a bit and were able to use a CD drive. But I didn't always want to watch porn on that little screen.
So what I would do on these days that I wasn't working was I would set up the camcorder in front of the computer screen with the sound on and I would video tape what I was seeing on the screen I got good at adjusting the lighting so there was no glare and I made like a second generation compilation. It was interesting that when I was doing this I wasn't really watching so much as recording. Doing something in the meantime like getting a cup of coffee or something and come back and monitor the progress and then select the next clip and record that and so forth it started with maybe 15-20 minutes and ultimately was to complete
The good thing about it was the tape could be added to so ultimately I had two types like this that were bad for 4 hours collectively amazing online videos. Around this time I discovered a woman who had a site called SexySquirter which doesn't exist anymore but she was the first woman I ever saw ejaculate.
That was probably the turning point for me in terms of getting fetishes. I mean I always liked lingerie magazines and things like that but combination of that and her masturbations and other sexual activities that always culminated in her having squirting ejaculatory orgasms was just amazing. So I would lay on the bed and watch movies like this and masturbate Edge. Using both my toys the simulator and the FLESHLIGHT on a teasing level back and forth between the two, sometimes I would have the oro simulator clearing and teasing my cock while holding FLESHLIGHT in my left hand with plenty of lube on its lips sliding all over my balls and taint. I feel like it was getting a blowjob and getting my balls licked at the same time. I'm getting horny just thinking about it. And then I would slide that toy up the underside of my penis, sliding over my cock thrusting into it.
Hours of edging like that. Eventually I would have overwhelming orgasms.
Many days instead of one long session I would have maybe a 90-minute session, ending with a great orgasm. I would take a break cuz I had to do something and then finish up my day with another session.
I was younger what can I say. The k**s were in school all day and went to a an after school program so they didn't come home till around 5.
Amazing thing is that I still had something left over for the wife.
So many days of bliss that didn't warrant my having the hide and sneak around. Cuz even with a pretty open-minded wife it was something I didn't want to do except by myself because it allowed me to explore my sexuality. Indulge my fantasies and fetishes.
We had pretty diverse sex life together and still do from time to time but she is older too and not as into it as much as I am.
Which is why I think she looks the other way and allows me to indulge my masturbatory habits now. So long as I don't do something that would embarrass her or the family I think is all that matters. And I never would.
Many of the things I did as a young single man I would never do now. As I related in another post elsewhere on this forum I sometimes masturbated outdoors, naked, in the woods near a hiking trail.
I would never try something like that in a million years now. That's just one example. That's also one of the main reasons I don't show my face when I go online. I know that's not a hundred percent foolproof but I don't think anyone cares that much about who I am, but I have my reasons as we all do. It's part of what makes masturbation so enticing and at the same time so forbidden. One of the last taboos. But in a forum such as this when we get to glorify our activities and share what we've done and what we think and what we do currently, it really is arousing and exciting.
Now you'll have to excuse me whoever reads this I need to go pleasure myself!!
However it was hard to hide them so I also used to buy The Penthouse Letters Forum magazine, are you still love Leg Show stockings and thrills was another one Hustler definitely I used to even get off to the phone sex advertisement. I definitely stroked off in the bathroom to lingerie catalogs lingerie ads in the local newspaper and even comic books that had suggestive posed women.
Playboy magazine was even thought today and times especially the nice lingerie clad models with nice big hard nipples particularly if the women were laying dow
n provocatively and making eye contact.
I would lay out my magazines on my bed and spend hours when I can have the house to myself stroking and reading dirty letters and staring at naked women in the centerfold and so forth.
All I had to do was lay back and stroke.
So many fucking orgasms. I'm almost nostalgic for it. What's great is that there was some videos out there of women addressing this very thing. I have one saved my computer with a woman says have you ever wished you could have a centerfold model entice you to masturbate to her pictures and then she opens up a magazine to her own images and point them out. Our lives she says I'm going to pose for you because I'm a centerfold model and I'm going to encourage you to masturbate to my images and my positions entice you to cum for me.
I had a whole collection different types of porn Swank magazine Penthouse Letters Penthouse itself Hustler for sure, but I discovered Leg Show, and other related fetish magazines that offered at articles stories and captions on the pictures that urged you to masturbate. For a while they even had some of these magazines had a small plastic acetate of a sound bite. I would lay on my bed with headphones on late at night stroking to magazines and listening over and over to the five minute sexual message from the centerfold. But I was never one who wanted to cum on the pictures because I wanted to reuse the magazines over and over they got very dogeared.
Periodically I would go through my stash and and weed out the older ones that were starting to fall apart. A lot of it had to do with space issues. I remember at one point I had something like 60 magazines and realize that I hadn't looked at some of them in almost a year so after a few jerking sessions down memory lane I did allow myself to ejaculate on specific images and ultimately camouflage the magazines with other trash I threw them out. I was still living with my parents at the time. Later on I had a habit of stopping at this video store on my way home from work and looking particularly for videos of amateur women, usually masturbation more homegrown video was another one. And I would rent these for a week and return them in red something else so forth and I bought one or two but I didn't want to have too many in the house. Even if it was married, my significant other worked two jobs and would not walk in the door on many days until 11 or so at night .That meant that from about 8 until around 11 I was free to masturbate as much as I wanted. On the weekends I would have staying for masturbation because I wanted to have actual sex with her. And it's kind of been my pattern for many years. I think she knows that I do something but she doesn't know the details to this day cuz she doesn't really want to know. But she's not stupid she's discreet. I honestly don't know if she indulges herself anymore but she used to. The couple of times I caught her at it I joined in and it was quite exciting. But usually if I caught her a led to actual intercourse which was quite fine with me.
But I never stop masturbating my whole life. I had sex toys. Something called an oro stimulator was the first thing I had.
I had seen it advertised in several magazines and the local sex store at it and it was inexpensive literally like $15. You might have seen these they look like a cup with a small bulb and hose on the end of it period and inside the cup is a rubber lining. All you have to do is lube up your cock and slip it in and then you press on the bulb and it sucks the air out of the cup and creates a seal around your cock. By squeezing the rubber ball and causes it to slide up and down. I have to say it worked quite well. I used to use that thing and Edge to my videos. But for me the ultimate for the longest time was when I got my Fleshlight.
It was a short period of time for a few months that I was unemployed. I was looking for work but this is after the internet started for me I go online and peruse all the job sites and send out my resume as soon as I got up that was my routine as I figured get the stuff out first thing in the morning. But by 11 a.m. or so there really wasn't anything to send. Easily by 11:30 in the morning I was naked and masturbating for the next few hours edging with my toys and watching porn in my room with a big mirror at the foot of the bed so I could watch the screen and myself at the same time. I still love to see this site of my cock penetrating the FLESHLIGHT as I watched porn video as porn video but then I probably had a collection about five or six that I would watch in rotation.
But the favorite video has the time was what I made myself. We had a camcorder. I never actually filmed myself or us having sex or anything like that but not being tech savvy, I would pay for short clip downloads which would take forever to download in the dial-up days. Remember even with a 3 inch floppy disks you didn't have much space. Since it was a communal ( family) computer
right in the middle of the family room I couldn't really keep the clips until we upgraded a bit and were able to use a CD drive. But I didn't always want to watch porn on that little screen.
So what I would do on these days that I wasn't working was I would set up the camcorder in front of the computer screen with the sound on and I would video tape what I was seeing on the screen I got good at adjusting the lighting so there was no glare and I made like a second generation compilation. It was interesting that when I was doing this I wasn't really watching so much as recording. Doing something in the meantime like getting a cup of coffee or something and come back and monitor the progress and then select the next clip and record that and so forth it started with maybe 15-20 minutes and ultimately was to complete
The good thing about it was the tape could be added to so ultimately I had two types like this that were bad for 4 hours collectively amazing online videos. Around this time I discovered a woman who had a site called SexySquirter which doesn't exist anymore but she was the first woman I ever saw ejaculate.
That was probably the turning point for me in terms of getting fetishes. I mean I always liked lingerie magazines and things like that but combination of that and her masturbations and other sexual activities that always culminated in her having squirting ejaculatory orgasms was just amazing. So I would lay on the bed and watch movies like this and masturbate Edge. Using both my toys the simulator and the FLESHLIGHT on a teasing level back and forth between the two, sometimes I would have the oro simulator clearing and teasing my cock while holding FLESHLIGHT in my left hand with plenty of lube on its lips sliding all over my balls and taint. I feel like it was getting a blowjob and getting my balls licked at the same time. I'm getting horny just thinking about it. And then I would slide that toy up the underside of my penis, sliding over my cock thrusting into it.
Hours of edging like that. Eventually I would have overwhelming orgasms.
Many days instead of one long session I would have maybe a 90-minute session, ending with a great orgasm. I would take a break cuz I had to do something and then finish up my day with another session.
I was younger what can I say. The k**s were in school all day and went to a an after school program so they didn't come home till around 5.
Amazing thing is that I still had something left over for the wife.
So many days of bliss that didn't warrant my having the hide and sneak around. Cuz even with a pretty open-minded wife it was something I didn't want to do except by myself because it allowed me to explore my sexuality. Indulge my fantasies and fetishes.
We had pretty diverse sex life together and still do from time to time but she is older too and not as into it as much as I am.
Which is why I think she looks the other way and allows me to indulge my masturbatory habits now. So long as I don't do something that would embarrass her or the family I think is all that matters. And I never would.
Many of the things I did as a young single man I would never do now. As I related in another post elsewhere on this forum I sometimes masturbated outdoors, naked, in the woods near a hiking trail.
I would never try something like that in a million years now. That's just one example. That's also one of the main reasons I don't show my face when I go online. I know that's not a hundred percent foolproof but I don't think anyone cares that much about who I am, but I have my reasons as we all do. It's part of what makes masturbation so enticing and at the same time so forbidden. One of the last taboos. But in a forum such as this when we get to glorify our activities and share what we've done and what we think and what we do currently, it really is arousing and exciting.
Now you'll have to excuse me whoever reads this I need to go pleasure myself!!
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