My Sexual Exploration
Okay, it's July 1st, 2018. I'm 18 and I have been in America for almost 4 days now. Not only am I looking forward to starting classes in September, but I'm also looking forward to exploring my sexuality.
To say I'm a little bit naive is an understatement. I've been with only 1 guy, who I lost my virginity to, and only 2 girls. All three of my experiences were with older people. I've never been in a real relationship. I've never had a "boyfriend" or a "girlfriend". At this point I don't think I want either, mostly because I really don't know which one I want.
I really enjoyed my experiences with both sexes and therefore think of myself as bi-sexual, although I am leaving myself open to call myself something different.
I do know these two facts:
1) I do love to suck cock and the feel of a cock in my pussy. Even though I've only done it once, I enjoyed it. I have yet to taste cum but that is on my to-do list, as well as anal sex and maybe also try some light bondage/slave fantasy.
2) I love the taste of pussy. Twice I have been with another girl. The first one was actually my first sexual experience. She introduced me to having an orgasm not of my own doing. I also have a total boob fetish. I loved to lick and nibble on the nipples of the two women I was with. The first experience was more her showing me and the second one was me exploring her body.
I think I want to find a couple (married or not) that I could join in for a threesome. Allowing to let me explore each of their bodies as much as I allow them to use my body for their pleasures. I want to watch a man fuck a woman with me right there. I want a man to fuck me while a woman pushes me to my limits of pleasure.
As I explore myself physically, mentally, and emotionally I will express them in this blog. I welcome any comments and/or suggestions from anyone.
XOXO <3
--Jaya
To say I'm a little bit naive is an understatement. I've been with only 1 guy, who I lost my virginity to, and only 2 girls. All three of my experiences were with older people. I've never been in a real relationship. I've never had a "boyfriend" or a "girlfriend". At this point I don't think I want either, mostly because I really don't know which one I want.
I really enjoyed my experiences with both sexes and therefore think of myself as bi-sexual, although I am leaving myself open to call myself something different.
I do know these two facts:
1) I do love to suck cock and the feel of a cock in my pussy. Even though I've only done it once, I enjoyed it. I have yet to taste cum but that is on my to-do list, as well as anal sex and maybe also try some light bondage/slave fantasy.
2) I love the taste of pussy. Twice I have been with another girl. The first one was actually my first sexual experience. She introduced me to having an orgasm not of my own doing. I also have a total boob fetish. I loved to lick and nibble on the nipples of the two women I was with. The first experience was more her showing me and the second one was me exploring her body.
I think I want to find a couple (married or not) that I could join in for a threesome. Allowing to let me explore each of their bodies as much as I allow them to use my body for their pleasures. I want to watch a man fuck a woman with me right there. I want a man to fuck me while a woman pushes me to my limits of pleasure.
As I explore myself physically, mentally, and emotionally I will express them in this blog. I welcome any comments and/or suggestions from anyone.
XOXO <3
--Jaya
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