My Beginning exploring my mind of sexual moments.

I started around the age of 12/13 when I found my cock got bigger, and when I touched it the feeling was nice. i had an urge to rub it and when i did the feeling was good . My first orgasm was wonderful, (there was no cum), i did it agin a week later and this sticky white liquid shoot out. I was shocked was some thing wrong with me . So i had to do it again and the white stuff cam out again but the feeling in my body was exciting.
At school with mates we had talked about what girls and boys did, i used to go to bed naked and fuck the bed, the friction rubbing my cock, until one night my dad came in to my bedroom, and gave me a lecture (he was a Scout Master) masturbating was wrong and not good for me. ( I didn't take any notice) so i was more discrete and wanked when in the bath or in toilet. A girl who lived next door used to sunbath in their garden, she would lie on her stomach, she was a year older than me, and used to undo her bikini top so i could see a bit if her breasts
.After that very time i did it I thought of her body.
Later when 13/14 i was alone with the lad next door in our house, he was called Anthony, we started wrestling and I ended up on top of him holding his arms above his head, he tried to struggle but I had a good hold when I felt my cock becoming hard, and I could feel his cock against mine,(we were fully clothed) we both starting humping each other and became hotter and hotter, I had my first orgasm with another. He turned out to be gay, i found girls when i was 18.up till then i was very shy.