My own best lover Part #1

I like most guys was my own first sex partner. Some of my fondest memories are of me touching myself in the bath tub, secretly letting the warm water gush lick my junk and taint. I didn't know why it felt so good but I just knew it did and I was hooked.
Years later I would realize that I could touch myself in the privacy of my own bed room, alone at night with my imagination.
I can't remember the first time I ever made myself cum but I do remember bringing myself to the brink of almost cumming with my bath tub water BJ's but i can't remember when I first actually came.
This would be my only sexual outlet for years, involving simple masturbation.