Restroom twink again

It has been a couple years since my last run in of this kind and although it was sudden and happened quickly ever since when i am incredibly horny i cant help but find myself getting rock hard remembering every detail . I am glad i recorded it all to re read and remeber all the fuzzy details i still masturbate thinking about it now more and more often. So recently not searching but maybe subliminally I am cruising mens rooms at random locations and purposefully standing away from the urinals to show what maybe interested men i am willing. After close to a year of this behavior in a walmart restroom I found a middle aged man gazing at my cock as I shoot my stream. I couldnt believe it finally I thought so without a second thought I began pulling and stroking at my semi hard on as he watched on. I was rock hard in a matter of seconds i backed further away from the urinal and lowered my pants below my shirt to under my ass cheeks as i stroked on he watched with no further action i decided i would rub him and get things started as I reached for his side of the urinal at his crotched he turned away. After another failed attempt the same I kept trying to involve him and get at his cock like i am desperate all while ferociously stroking my own as he swats my hand away. At this point i thought maybe i read the situation wrong and it was wishful thinking so i started tucking my hard cock back into my underwear but before i could get my pants back up he turned towards me exposing his flacid cock and told me to finish. full of excitment i pulled my underwear back down below my ass and started again this time faster and harder as to grant his request before we had visitors. He didnt stroke himself and I am not sure he even got hard but it turned me on thinking about how close I was to a mans exposed cock hoping he would want more from me. I started tell him dirty filthy things like i wanted his cum in my ass begging him to feed me his cock. It wasnt long until I was spurting my load in streams onto the floor in front of the urinal. Before my head could clear up he was putting his cock away and flushing his urinal. I quickly did the same still hard and leaking cum I followed him to the sink basin hoping to get some clue as to if we would try to get something further. I was dying to suck his cock I would have dropped to my knees infront of everyone in the store and emptied his load had he asked. So we washed our hands and as he finished he leaned in. I thought he would thank me or tell me to meet him in the stall or outside instead the he wispered in my ear ****** and walked out of the bathroom. I was confused humiliated and still dripping cum into my underwear as i exited the restroom and left immediately. Although it was completely degrading being called a ****** by a complete stranger and I was ashamed at what had just happened I was hard again when I got to the car. Desperately looking up all the reg hook up sites for anyone that would meet with no luck I drove home and jerked off again thinking about his soft cock and how In that moment I would have done anything for that cock.