Crossdresser virgin

Hi I haven't crossdressed for ages and use to use sex toys with my ex girlfriend. When we spilt I bought sex toys for myself. I had to throw all my lingerie, wigs and dildos away when I moved in with another girl. We have just broken up and I want the buy lingerie again & crossdress and use sex toys on myself. Maybe do a video & upload it? I have only slept with women and have done most things including anal sex. But I have always fantatsied about having sex with another crossdresser or a TS, or being someone's bitch or do a strip tease to a stranger. I consider myself straight but always thought about doing more adventurous stuff. What should I do girls and guys? Should I take the plunge. Its really turned me on posting pictures on this website!! I have never done anything like this before, only in private.