My Gay Initiation
This happened around 40 years ago when I was in my mid-twenties. My girlfriend had thrown me out over my drinking and I found myself sleeping on friends’ sofas but I was quickly running out of sympathetic friends. One evening I was in the local pub (drinking as usual) when Edward sidled up to me and asked if he could buy me a drink. Now Edward was a local businessman who everyone knew to be gay but was without a partner and at fifty+ was struggling to find one even though he was considered to be wealthy. I accepted the drink and as I was already the worse for wear told him my tale of woe and he suggested that he may be able to help. He suggested we go back to his place and have a chat.
The cold outside air coupled with the black coffee at Edward’s soon sobered me up somewhat and I wondered what the ‘help’ may involve. He asked me if I was short of money and I replied in the affirmative. He then made a suggestion that had me open mouthed! He offered me £20 (approximately half a week’s wage then) if I would strip off and masturbate until I came, while he watched and he promised he would not touch me. My first instinct was to tell him to fuck off but £20 was a lot of money then and as they say beggars can’t be choosers. He assured me no one else would find out as discretion was his middle name. After a few minutes thinking about it I nodded at him and told him OK I would do it. He immediately jumped up and said he would be back in a moment and quickly returned with an old dog-eared copy of Playboy and a bottle of baby oil. He then leaned back and said to go ahead when I was ready.
I was shaking when I was unbuttoning my shirt, followed by my jeans and finally my boxers and stood totally naked in front of Edward with my uncut cock facing the floor convinced that this was not a good idea. Edward smiled at me and pushed the magazine towards me and unscrewed the top of the baby oil. I opened the magazine, found a girl with big tits and started to stroke my cock and thankfully it responded fairly quickly. When I was fully erect Edward asked that I pull back my foreskin and using the baby oil as a lubricant continue to masturbate. This I did, which was a new but really pleasurable experience and my cock was now pointing more to the ceiling than the floor and amazingly I was finding my situation strangely erotic. I was at a position to cum but as Edward was paying so well I kept stopping and stroking my balls moved closer to him to show him my cock close up. I could see the bulge in his trousers and he whispered ‘can I touch it’ at which I nodded and he gently stroked it and then gripped my shaft and proceeded to wank me. I could have asked him to stop but being honest I was enjoying his hand on my cock and after a couple of minutes I told him I would cum if he continued but there was no stopping him and within a minute my cock exploded, spurting cum all over the carpet and leaving me totally knackered. I quickly dressed, made my excuses and almost ran out of the door to the safety of my mate’s couch.
A week later I had finally exhausted my mate’s wife’s patience and I was shown the door – this time with nowhere to go. I considered my options, beg the girlfriend to take me back - but that was not going to happen, move 100 miles back to my parents – I hadn’t left under the best of circumstances, or sleep rough. None of these appealed, and then I thought of Edward – would he offer me a roof over my head? I rang his doorbell with butterflies in my stomach and when he answered the door he gave me a big smile and told me to come in. The big holdall I was carrying gave the game away and before I had time to ask he offered to let me stay. As I thanked him he gave a little smile and told me I would have to pay my way in ‘favours’ rather than money. That night I was just getting into bed when a knock came at the door and Edward came in and asked me to come into his room, when I reached for some clothes he grinned and said ‘you won’t need those’. I followed him into his bedroom and immediately saw the baby oil on the bedside table and I assumed he wanted a repeat performance, but he removed his bathrobe and laid on the bed stark naked (as was I)! He told me that he wanted me to give him a hand-job and I realised that this was the start of the ‘favours’. For the first time in my life I got hold of another man’s cock and gently started to give him a wank and before long he was rock hard. His cock was similar in size to mine but he was cut and so felt different to my own, he pointed to the oil and I poured it over his cock and massaged his balls until he was completely covered and then continued to jerk him. When he told me that he was close to cumming I stopped and rubbed my oily hands over his thighs, and after edging him for around twenty minutes I gave him permission to cum. My hand gripped his cock and I started to give him a rough wank, he groaned and told me to stop but soon cried out and his spunk shot all over his chest and belly. As he laid there totally spent I decided to give him an encore and climbed onto the bed, straddled him at waist height and proceeded to wank myself off quickly adding to the spunk on his chest and a quantity on his cheek.
The following night he asked me if I had ever sucked a cock and I replied saying no and I had no intention of doing so! He smiled and told me that it was very cold and sleeping rough would be no fun at this time of year. I went to bed that night expecting a knock at the door and I was not to be disappointed, Edward switched my light on and walked over to the bed naked and was sporting a strong hard on no doubt in anticipation of what was to come. He told me he would teach me how to become an expert cocksucker and proceeded to straddle my chest and stroke my cheek with his cock. He quietly said ‘open wide’ and slid his erect cock into my mouth; I found the feeling strangely erotic but also concerning as I did not fancy a mouthful of cum. Edward slowly rocked backward and forward with little more than the bulbous end of his cock in my mouth, he was groaning softly telling me how good it felt and how I would shortly be tasting spunk for the first time. He gripped the side of my head with both hands, shoved his cock deeper into me and cried out as I felt his cum hit the back of my throat, I swallowed quickly and continued to rub my tongue over the base of his cock as the ejaculation turned into a dribble. He pulled out and told me how good it had been and to prepare as now it was my turn. He moved down my body and took hold of my cock, pulled back the foreskin and proceeded to suck on my cock head. Now my girlfriend used to give head but warned me what would happen if I came in her mouth, knowing that I could relax and cum when I wanted to was a new feeling. Edward was an expert cocksucker and I was quickly rock hard and he knew what parts to lick, when to suck and knowing that he was enjoying it made it more pleasurable for me. I knew that the end was near and I arched my back pushing my cock deeper into his mouth and shot my load as he gently massaged my balls and then proceeded to lick spunk off my shaft telling me how good I tasted.
As I thought about how things were progressing I sat down with Edward and told him that I was not prepared to do anal. He argued that I would find it painful to begin with but I would soon start to enjoy it, but I was having none of it. Veiled threats of my being kicked out were made but I stuck to my guns and we compromised – I would do top but not bottom, and he said that tonight was the night. That night I stripped off and headed for Edward’s bedroom, he was sat on the edge of the bed and gave me instructions on what I should do. He then took my cock in his mouth and sucked on it until I was hard. He then climbed on the bed and assumed the doggy position as I pulled on the condom, smeared lube on my sheathed cock and around his ring piece. I then kneeled between his legs and gently pushed the end of my cock into him and then waited a minute before I pushed further in as he groaned telling me how big it felt. I began to fuck him slowly but he told me to go faster and as he was tight I realised that I wouldn’t last long and I gave one last almighty push as I shot my load. I gently pulled out and Edward collapsed on the bed telling me how good it had felt but saying that I needed to finish the job and motioned to his cock, so I got hold and gave him a rough wank which had him crying out but soon spunking all over my hand and his body.
Christmas was approaching and Edward announced that he was planning a fancy dress party for his friends and he asked me if I would help with drinks and nibbles. I said that there would be no problem and he said he would sort out a costume for me. The day of the party arrived and his friends, most of whom were in their fifties and sixties, arrived and made themselves comfortable. The outfits varied from long robes covering them from head to foot and one guy with just leather straps around his body revealing his genitals for all to see. Edward told me to undress as he had my costume ready and as he said it with a grin I knew I was in for it and he quickly produced a white waitress’s pinafore which would cover my cock and balls and little else and leave my arse totally exposed. He tied it around my waist with a large bow and gave me a tray of drinks to take into the lounge. My appearance caused uproar with a mixture of laughter and crude comments but what the hell they were having a good time. As the evening progressed clothing became discarded and couples started to lose inhibitions. Whilst in the kitchen I heard some cheering and as I entered the lounge I could see one guy laid on the table with his legs over another guys’ shoulders and they were enjoying a good hard fuck. As I stood there someone pulled at the bow on my pinafore and there I was bollock naked, which caused another cheer. I then proceeded to serve drinks the rest of the evening totally naked; losing count of the times someone grabbed my cock or slapped my arse. Approaching midnight everyone was pissed and sexually drained with the lounge smelling strongly of spunk, and Edward stood up and asked if everyone had emptied their balls at least once that night and the reply came in the affirmative, at which point someone announced that he didn’t think the waiter had! Edward then caught hold of my arm and led me to the centre of the room and asked for volunteers. The two guys who had started things off jumped up and said they would sort me out, there and then whilst everyone watched. I felt nervous although I had consumed a quantity of alcohol and my cock was not showing any interest. The two guys went down on their knees and started to lick my knob end and gently wank my shaft. My cock started to grow and as I heard comments about the size of my member I started to relax and enjoy the treatment I was getting. I had always fantasised about having my cock sucked by two people but assumed it would be females and not two guys and not in front of an audience of ten middle aged men! It was now becoming serious - my cock was rock solid and the two of them had removed their hands and were just licking my shaft. My cock kept giving a jerk on its own and people were sensing that the end was in sight and were edging closer to get a better view. I was dying to finish myself off as my balls were aching but I knew that would spoil the spectacle and suddenly one of the tongues licked the length of my shaft and lingered on the underside of my knob end. My cock exploded shooting great spurts of spunk into the air and onto some of the spectators who had come too close. One of my helpers gripped my cock and squeezed the last drops of cum out of me as the gathered party said what a fabulous finale to a party it had been.
The cold outside air coupled with the black coffee at Edward’s soon sobered me up somewhat and I wondered what the ‘help’ may involve. He asked me if I was short of money and I replied in the affirmative. He then made a suggestion that had me open mouthed! He offered me £20 (approximately half a week’s wage then) if I would strip off and masturbate until I came, while he watched and he promised he would not touch me. My first instinct was to tell him to fuck off but £20 was a lot of money then and as they say beggars can’t be choosers. He assured me no one else would find out as discretion was his middle name. After a few minutes thinking about it I nodded at him and told him OK I would do it. He immediately jumped up and said he would be back in a moment and quickly returned with an old dog-eared copy of Playboy and a bottle of baby oil. He then leaned back and said to go ahead when I was ready.
I was shaking when I was unbuttoning my shirt, followed by my jeans and finally my boxers and stood totally naked in front of Edward with my uncut cock facing the floor convinced that this was not a good idea. Edward smiled at me and pushed the magazine towards me and unscrewed the top of the baby oil. I opened the magazine, found a girl with big tits and started to stroke my cock and thankfully it responded fairly quickly. When I was fully erect Edward asked that I pull back my foreskin and using the baby oil as a lubricant continue to masturbate. This I did, which was a new but really pleasurable experience and my cock was now pointing more to the ceiling than the floor and amazingly I was finding my situation strangely erotic. I was at a position to cum but as Edward was paying so well I kept stopping and stroking my balls moved closer to him to show him my cock close up. I could see the bulge in his trousers and he whispered ‘can I touch it’ at which I nodded and he gently stroked it and then gripped my shaft and proceeded to wank me. I could have asked him to stop but being honest I was enjoying his hand on my cock and after a couple of minutes I told him I would cum if he continued but there was no stopping him and within a minute my cock exploded, spurting cum all over the carpet and leaving me totally knackered. I quickly dressed, made my excuses and almost ran out of the door to the safety of my mate’s couch.
A week later I had finally exhausted my mate’s wife’s patience and I was shown the door – this time with nowhere to go. I considered my options, beg the girlfriend to take me back - but that was not going to happen, move 100 miles back to my parents – I hadn’t left under the best of circumstances, or sleep rough. None of these appealed, and then I thought of Edward – would he offer me a roof over my head? I rang his doorbell with butterflies in my stomach and when he answered the door he gave me a big smile and told me to come in. The big holdall I was carrying gave the game away and before I had time to ask he offered to let me stay. As I thanked him he gave a little smile and told me I would have to pay my way in ‘favours’ rather than money. That night I was just getting into bed when a knock came at the door and Edward came in and asked me to come into his room, when I reached for some clothes he grinned and said ‘you won’t need those’. I followed him into his bedroom and immediately saw the baby oil on the bedside table and I assumed he wanted a repeat performance, but he removed his bathrobe and laid on the bed stark naked (as was I)! He told me that he wanted me to give him a hand-job and I realised that this was the start of the ‘favours’. For the first time in my life I got hold of another man’s cock and gently started to give him a wank and before long he was rock hard. His cock was similar in size to mine but he was cut and so felt different to my own, he pointed to the oil and I poured it over his cock and massaged his balls until he was completely covered and then continued to jerk him. When he told me that he was close to cumming I stopped and rubbed my oily hands over his thighs, and after edging him for around twenty minutes I gave him permission to cum. My hand gripped his cock and I started to give him a rough wank, he groaned and told me to stop but soon cried out and his spunk shot all over his chest and belly. As he laid there totally spent I decided to give him an encore and climbed onto the bed, straddled him at waist height and proceeded to wank myself off quickly adding to the spunk on his chest and a quantity on his cheek.
The following night he asked me if I had ever sucked a cock and I replied saying no and I had no intention of doing so! He smiled and told me that it was very cold and sleeping rough would be no fun at this time of year. I went to bed that night expecting a knock at the door and I was not to be disappointed, Edward switched my light on and walked over to the bed naked and was sporting a strong hard on no doubt in anticipation of what was to come. He told me he would teach me how to become an expert cocksucker and proceeded to straddle my chest and stroke my cheek with his cock. He quietly said ‘open wide’ and slid his erect cock into my mouth; I found the feeling strangely erotic but also concerning as I did not fancy a mouthful of cum. Edward slowly rocked backward and forward with little more than the bulbous end of his cock in my mouth, he was groaning softly telling me how good it felt and how I would shortly be tasting spunk for the first time. He gripped the side of my head with both hands, shoved his cock deeper into me and cried out as I felt his cum hit the back of my throat, I swallowed quickly and continued to rub my tongue over the base of his cock as the ejaculation turned into a dribble. He pulled out and told me how good it had been and to prepare as now it was my turn. He moved down my body and took hold of my cock, pulled back the foreskin and proceeded to suck on my cock head. Now my girlfriend used to give head but warned me what would happen if I came in her mouth, knowing that I could relax and cum when I wanted to was a new feeling. Edward was an expert cocksucker and I was quickly rock hard and he knew what parts to lick, when to suck and knowing that he was enjoying it made it more pleasurable for me. I knew that the end was near and I arched my back pushing my cock deeper into his mouth and shot my load as he gently massaged my balls and then proceeded to lick spunk off my shaft telling me how good I tasted.
As I thought about how things were progressing I sat down with Edward and told him that I was not prepared to do anal. He argued that I would find it painful to begin with but I would soon start to enjoy it, but I was having none of it. Veiled threats of my being kicked out were made but I stuck to my guns and we compromised – I would do top but not bottom, and he said that tonight was the night. That night I stripped off and headed for Edward’s bedroom, he was sat on the edge of the bed and gave me instructions on what I should do. He then took my cock in his mouth and sucked on it until I was hard. He then climbed on the bed and assumed the doggy position as I pulled on the condom, smeared lube on my sheathed cock and around his ring piece. I then kneeled between his legs and gently pushed the end of my cock into him and then waited a minute before I pushed further in as he groaned telling me how big it felt. I began to fuck him slowly but he told me to go faster and as he was tight I realised that I wouldn’t last long and I gave one last almighty push as I shot my load. I gently pulled out and Edward collapsed on the bed telling me how good it had felt but saying that I needed to finish the job and motioned to his cock, so I got hold and gave him a rough wank which had him crying out but soon spunking all over my hand and his body.
Christmas was approaching and Edward announced that he was planning a fancy dress party for his friends and he asked me if I would help with drinks and nibbles. I said that there would be no problem and he said he would sort out a costume for me. The day of the party arrived and his friends, most of whom were in their fifties and sixties, arrived and made themselves comfortable. The outfits varied from long robes covering them from head to foot and one guy with just leather straps around his body revealing his genitals for all to see. Edward told me to undress as he had my costume ready and as he said it with a grin I knew I was in for it and he quickly produced a white waitress’s pinafore which would cover my cock and balls and little else and leave my arse totally exposed. He tied it around my waist with a large bow and gave me a tray of drinks to take into the lounge. My appearance caused uproar with a mixture of laughter and crude comments but what the hell they were having a good time. As the evening progressed clothing became discarded and couples started to lose inhibitions. Whilst in the kitchen I heard some cheering and as I entered the lounge I could see one guy laid on the table with his legs over another guys’ shoulders and they were enjoying a good hard fuck. As I stood there someone pulled at the bow on my pinafore and there I was bollock naked, which caused another cheer. I then proceeded to serve drinks the rest of the evening totally naked; losing count of the times someone grabbed my cock or slapped my arse. Approaching midnight everyone was pissed and sexually drained with the lounge smelling strongly of spunk, and Edward stood up and asked if everyone had emptied their balls at least once that night and the reply came in the affirmative, at which point someone announced that he didn’t think the waiter had! Edward then caught hold of my arm and led me to the centre of the room and asked for volunteers. The two guys who had started things off jumped up and said they would sort me out, there and then whilst everyone watched. I felt nervous although I had consumed a quantity of alcohol and my cock was not showing any interest. The two guys went down on their knees and started to lick my knob end and gently wank my shaft. My cock started to grow and as I heard comments about the size of my member I started to relax and enjoy the treatment I was getting. I had always fantasised about having my cock sucked by two people but assumed it would be females and not two guys and not in front of an audience of ten middle aged men! It was now becoming serious - my cock was rock solid and the two of them had removed their hands and were just licking my shaft. My cock kept giving a jerk on its own and people were sensing that the end was in sight and were edging closer to get a better view. I was dying to finish myself off as my balls were aching but I knew that would spoil the spectacle and suddenly one of the tongues licked the length of my shaft and lingered on the underside of my knob end. My cock exploded shooting great spurts of spunk into the air and onto some of the spectators who had come too close. One of my helpers gripped my cock and squeezed the last drops of cum out of me as the gathered party said what a fabulous finale to a party it had been.
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