Learned to like cock

I have always had the fantasy as a boy to be a toy for a truck driver. I was 14 and wore a 27 1/2 " pair of parachute pants. A skin tight pants that screamed fuck me.. i rolled at 120 pounds. I was 6' tall.
At that age the best i ever got was paid to lay back and get a blowjob by a benefactor. I was never m*****ed, i was never fucked.
I would stroll the El Camino in the South Bay and the extra cash bought me weed and acid.
Ironically at the time i wasn't into men. had a john pick me up twice..
Mind you this was before the internet.. I would hang out near book stores. And soon enough they would let me in due to the business venture.
A dollar in the arcade and soon i had cocks to tug. i let them come but i never really got into it.
I was open minded but still not into cock. That changed!
Watching all of the hottest cock sucking porn that showed the cuties devouring the most magnificent cocks had me wondering... why were they magnificent? Porn isn't made by small men, it is made by huge, long, thick cocks.
And the best is that they are sucked and drained by the tightest little sluts in the business.
Eighteen year old girls that need a few bucks in their lives for whatever reason, they became the porn of choice for me.
Endearing suckling submissive things and or hard core throat gagging cum guzzling cock sockets.. i was mesmerized!

To service cock was what I saw constantly. And it wasn't always by choice. i would watch throat fucking assholes destroy young teenage faces, mature breasted women devour 10" thick cocks! I had a kink on GGG, and latex and rubber.

Porn delivered me the notion that huge cocks were designed to fuck faces, Paint them! make them gag or guzzle!

Sooo.

This is my experience.. my story I wrote this