Part 30 (gay)
It took me a few days to process in my mind the whole Conn thing but when I had I sat him down and tried to get him to open up and talk to me. At first it was complete denial but I think after I told him all about Noreen he eventually admitted what he had never admitted to anyone before. The poor soul was a bundle of angst and torment and I vowed to myself to do whatever I could to help him. Sometimes its the little stupid things we do that have the biggest effects and what this was with Conn happened a few weeks after our heart to heart when we were sitting in a pub having a drink when I turned to him and said that I would sure love to get my hands on the sexy guy standing at the bar, at first he looked shot but with a grin he eventually agreed that the guy was hot. Later on back at the apartment when we were having sex I started talking about the guy and how hot his body was and how I wanted to feel his big cock inside me. This all totally broke the ice and from then on slowly at first Conn being gay started to come out.
Sex with Conn had taken a while to get started and only really got going once I started to take a drink, It took us both to be suitably anaesthetised before we could make it all happen and all though it did absolutely nothing for me it did make us both feel like we were a couple if that makes any sense.
Other than the fact my boyfriend was bi/gay life carried on as normal, I enjoyed being in a big city like Dublin and despite the financial crisis going on it was still a good place to be young in.
d**gs were awash but other that a bit of hash/weed I had manged to keep away from it all, to fit in and to do something I as previously mentioned had started to take a drink but I was pretty rubbish at it and after a 3 or 4 vodkas i would be pretty much finished.
One night we were at a club with friends, I had spent the night dancing with the girls while the lads drank at the bar. I loved to dance but always secretly longed that I was on a some e while doing it. Anyways on this particular night I had been dancing like mad and at some point need the bathroom, as i sat in the cubicle I could hear the unmistakable noise of the girls in the next cubicle doing a bit of coke, one of the voices sounded a bit familiar so after doing my business and washing up I waited to see who would emerge from the cubicle. I was correct as a couple of minutes later I was standing face to face with my old school friend Jo. All hell broke loose when she saw me and the toilets were filled with the sounds of us whooping and screaming and hugging/kissing each other. We spent the rest of the night outside in the clubs smoking section just chatting and catching up on each others life's. Jo had actually given up smoking but for old times sake's had joined me as we had done many times before in just leaning up against a wall smoking deeply and righting all that was wrong in the world.
Eventually it was time to go, so we swapped numbers and made arrangements to meet up later that week, before parting Jo asked if I fancied a trip to the bathroom, tempted I sure was but I said no.
Sex with Conn had taken a while to get started and only really got going once I started to take a drink, It took us both to be suitably anaesthetised before we could make it all happen and all though it did absolutely nothing for me it did make us both feel like we were a couple if that makes any sense.
Other than the fact my boyfriend was bi/gay life carried on as normal, I enjoyed being in a big city like Dublin and despite the financial crisis going on it was still a good place to be young in.
d**gs were awash but other that a bit of hash/weed I had manged to keep away from it all, to fit in and to do something I as previously mentioned had started to take a drink but I was pretty rubbish at it and after a 3 or 4 vodkas i would be pretty much finished.
One night we were at a club with friends, I had spent the night dancing with the girls while the lads drank at the bar. I loved to dance but always secretly longed that I was on a some e while doing it. Anyways on this particular night I had been dancing like mad and at some point need the bathroom, as i sat in the cubicle I could hear the unmistakable noise of the girls in the next cubicle doing a bit of coke, one of the voices sounded a bit familiar so after doing my business and washing up I waited to see who would emerge from the cubicle. I was correct as a couple of minutes later I was standing face to face with my old school friend Jo. All hell broke loose when she saw me and the toilets were filled with the sounds of us whooping and screaming and hugging/kissing each other. We spent the rest of the night outside in the clubs smoking section just chatting and catching up on each others life's. Jo had actually given up smoking but for old times sake's had joined me as we had done many times before in just leaning up against a wall smoking deeply and righting all that was wrong in the world.
Eventually it was time to go, so we swapped numbers and made arrangements to meet up later that week, before parting Jo asked if I fancied a trip to the bathroom, tempted I sure was but I said no.
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