How it got to this!
I've been bi and dressing up in women’s clothes since I was a *******!
But in my late 20's I finally started meeting men for sex off the internet but I got freaked out stopped it and went back straight after meeting up with a older white dom who wanted to completely feminize me! I was hesitant of meeting him because I really wasn't 100% sure about the things he had said and figured he was fantasy!! I truly thought it was fantasy stuff about having black guys fuck me and making me fuck men for him.
I finally agreed to meet him after months of chatting online and he told me to shave my face n body before coming over. I shaved everything when the day came and I went to his house in Detroit to fuck him but when I knocked on the door a older woman answered and led me to the living room where he was... We small talked for a few mins and he explained that the woman helped him dress up guys for him to play with..Also said she sometimes joins in!! He said he wanted to fuck me while I was dressed and wearing make up. The most I had at that time ever dressed up with a guy was thigh high stockings so I agreed to let his friend dress me up.
I was actually quite excited to finally get dressed up for the first time with makeup!! We went up stairs to a bedroom and she had a few different outfits on the bed when we went in.. She ended up choosing a white garter belt with white thigh high stocking and a matching bra. The dress was I white sleeveless mini that
I got dressed as fast as I could so she could start my makeup which didn't take her no time at all to do which was surprised by seeing how long it took my gf at the time to do her makeup!! LOL
I wasn't expecting to wear a wig but I let her put a long blonde one on me! At this time in my life I was little skinny guy 6' 130lbs and I was surprised how passable I was. She said "Master" was going to love me!! I didn't think any about it at that time and we went down stairs back to living room. The guy is super happy and tells me that he can't wait to fuck me!!! He asked if I would like to have something to drink and if I wanted to smoke a hydro joint before we started! By this time I was really nervous and needed to catch a buzz, So I took the joint from him and lit it up while he made me a jack n coke.
I smoked quite a bit joint and I drank about half the glass when I started feeling weird!
That was the last thing I remember till I woke up in a room in his basement feeling my ass being fucked by HUGE cock! I was bent over and tied to padded saw horse like thing.
I was able to look back enough to see that it was a strange black man fucking me and there was more guys in the room. I Started to get scared and I tried to get loose but the guy fucking me told me to shut up white bitch and take his cock!!
The guy I came to meet came out of no where and told me I was his bitch now!! That I was going to be there till they where done and I might as well enjoy it.
At that point someone tied a rubber band around my arm and they shot me up with something what I think was coke!! I was so fucked up and high I just gave up. I think 5-6 BBC fucked me and came in me for what felt like over 6 hours. I passed out at some point and woke up the next morning naked in a bed with my ass leaking cum.. I found my clothes laying next to me and got dressed as fast as I could. I pretty much ran out of the house not seeing anyone!! I still had makeup on when I went into my parents house and my mother asked me what happened!! I told her a girl did it to me when I fell asleep and didn't know it....
I felt so much guilt for enjoying being used but I hated that I was d**gged so I decided to just be a normal guy!!
I never wanted to go to the cops out of fear of being put in the news and on tv.
But after years of denying that side I enjoyed I’ve found my way back to my true self!
If my wife hadn't been a slut and fuck a BBC behind my back I would have never found this side again!!
But in my late 20's I finally started meeting men for sex off the internet but I got freaked out stopped it and went back straight after meeting up with a older white dom who wanted to completely feminize me! I was hesitant of meeting him because I really wasn't 100% sure about the things he had said and figured he was fantasy!! I truly thought it was fantasy stuff about having black guys fuck me and making me fuck men for him.
I finally agreed to meet him after months of chatting online and he told me to shave my face n body before coming over. I shaved everything when the day came and I went to his house in Detroit to fuck him but when I knocked on the door a older woman answered and led me to the living room where he was... We small talked for a few mins and he explained that the woman helped him dress up guys for him to play with..Also said she sometimes joins in!! He said he wanted to fuck me while I was dressed and wearing make up. The most I had at that time ever dressed up with a guy was thigh high stockings so I agreed to let his friend dress me up.
I was actually quite excited to finally get dressed up for the first time with makeup!! We went up stairs to a bedroom and she had a few different outfits on the bed when we went in.. She ended up choosing a white garter belt with white thigh high stocking and a matching bra. The dress was I white sleeveless mini that
I got dressed as fast as I could so she could start my makeup which didn't take her no time at all to do which was surprised by seeing how long it took my gf at the time to do her makeup!! LOL
I wasn't expecting to wear a wig but I let her put a long blonde one on me! At this time in my life I was little skinny guy 6' 130lbs and I was surprised how passable I was. She said "Master" was going to love me!! I didn't think any about it at that time and we went down stairs back to living room. The guy is super happy and tells me that he can't wait to fuck me!!! He asked if I would like to have something to drink and if I wanted to smoke a hydro joint before we started! By this time I was really nervous and needed to catch a buzz, So I took the joint from him and lit it up while he made me a jack n coke.
I smoked quite a bit joint and I drank about half the glass when I started feeling weird!
That was the last thing I remember till I woke up in a room in his basement feeling my ass being fucked by HUGE cock! I was bent over and tied to padded saw horse like thing.
I was able to look back enough to see that it was a strange black man fucking me and there was more guys in the room. I Started to get scared and I tried to get loose but the guy fucking me told me to shut up white bitch and take his cock!!
The guy I came to meet came out of no where and told me I was his bitch now!! That I was going to be there till they where done and I might as well enjoy it.
At that point someone tied a rubber band around my arm and they shot me up with something what I think was coke!! I was so fucked up and high I just gave up. I think 5-6 BBC fucked me and came in me for what felt like over 6 hours. I passed out at some point and woke up the next morning naked in a bed with my ass leaking cum.. I found my clothes laying next to me and got dressed as fast as I could. I pretty much ran out of the house not seeing anyone!! I still had makeup on when I went into my parents house and my mother asked me what happened!! I told her a girl did it to me when I fell asleep and didn't know it....
I felt so much guilt for enjoying being used but I hated that I was d**gged so I decided to just be a normal guy!!
I never wanted to go to the cops out of fear of being put in the news and on tv.
But after years of denying that side I enjoyed I’ve found my way back to my true self!
If my wife hadn't been a slut and fuck a BBC behind my back I would have never found this side again!!
7年前
