Part 32 (sex)
Sex with Connor was now non existent and was nothing to do with why we got married, I was always knew that Conn would need something that I was unable to give. At first he would try and hide it away and go off and meet guys in car parks or wherever but I would know as soon as he came home that he had been with someone. This used to really bother me as I was worried for him that he would end up meeting the wrong guy and something awful would happen.
I pleaded with him not to do it or at the very least bring the guys back to ours but he refused point blankly and wouldn't really discuss the issue. When we finally did talk about it his thinking was it was merely an act of sexual intercourse and had nothing to do with the real loving relationship he was having with me and I suppose having worked as a prostitute I had seen up close how men could separate the act of having sex with having a relationship.
What changed for Conn was first he did meet the wrong guy and ended up getting beat up in an alleyway and second having joined the Gardai he realised that getting arrested in a compromising position might not be good for his fledgling career. He obviously looked around for alternative as one evening he came home and sheepishly started talking about this party he had been invited to and asked if I would go with him. As I quizzed him further I learned that this group of guys who were not into the whole gay scene hosted these parties in their houses so they could hook up and just have fun together safely, I thought this was a great idea (though at this point I hadn't thought it far enough ahead to work out we would eventually need to host a party ourselves) and was delighted that he was finally including me.
The first party we went to was in a house in a leafy suburb of Dublin hosted by two guys, I think Conn had met one of them in a sauna or something, I would estimate there was about 15 guys there and four other wives/girlfriends. For the first hour it was all polite chatting but soon a couple of guys started making out on the couch, we watched as they stripped naked and continued to watch through the 69 and into the sexual intercourse part, by this stage other guys were starting to peel off together and I saw Conn being led up the stairs by one of the hosts, he had turned to look at me and I gave him as cheery a wave as I could as he left.
I was left chatting to the Wags and watching the scenes of depravity being played out in the living room/ hall/ kitchen, what I hadn't failed to notice was the amount of d**gs on the go as there was a hefty amount of snorting going on in between the shagging and I was delighted when one of the Wags setup a few lines for us. One of the women then made a move on me as she came at me with and E tab on her tongue and while I was happy enough to accept her tongue for the tablet I told her in no uncertain terms to take her hands off my boobs. She eventually hooked up with one of the girls while me and the other women found a corner to chat and do another few lines. At some stage I went to the toilet and while upstairs I went looking for Conn, there was a few rooms up there and I could hear there was sex going on in them all but as I knew he had went up with the host, I tried to guess which room was likely to be the master bedroom, I guessed correctly as when I quietly opened the door I saw Conn on his knees on the bed sucking the host off and as my eyes adjusted to the dark I worked out that another guy was behind my husband shagging him.
I closed the door slowly and with the image of my Husband being spit roasted in my mind I went back downstairs for another couple of lines and to find that girl with the e.
I pleaded with him not to do it or at the very least bring the guys back to ours but he refused point blankly and wouldn't really discuss the issue. When we finally did talk about it his thinking was it was merely an act of sexual intercourse and had nothing to do with the real loving relationship he was having with me and I suppose having worked as a prostitute I had seen up close how men could separate the act of having sex with having a relationship.
What changed for Conn was first he did meet the wrong guy and ended up getting beat up in an alleyway and second having joined the Gardai he realised that getting arrested in a compromising position might not be good for his fledgling career. He obviously looked around for alternative as one evening he came home and sheepishly started talking about this party he had been invited to and asked if I would go with him. As I quizzed him further I learned that this group of guys who were not into the whole gay scene hosted these parties in their houses so they could hook up and just have fun together safely, I thought this was a great idea (though at this point I hadn't thought it far enough ahead to work out we would eventually need to host a party ourselves) and was delighted that he was finally including me.
The first party we went to was in a house in a leafy suburb of Dublin hosted by two guys, I think Conn had met one of them in a sauna or something, I would estimate there was about 15 guys there and four other wives/girlfriends. For the first hour it was all polite chatting but soon a couple of guys started making out on the couch, we watched as they stripped naked and continued to watch through the 69 and into the sexual intercourse part, by this stage other guys were starting to peel off together and I saw Conn being led up the stairs by one of the hosts, he had turned to look at me and I gave him as cheery a wave as I could as he left.
I was left chatting to the Wags and watching the scenes of depravity being played out in the living room/ hall/ kitchen, what I hadn't failed to notice was the amount of d**gs on the go as there was a hefty amount of snorting going on in between the shagging and I was delighted when one of the Wags setup a few lines for us. One of the women then made a move on me as she came at me with and E tab on her tongue and while I was happy enough to accept her tongue for the tablet I told her in no uncertain terms to take her hands off my boobs. She eventually hooked up with one of the girls while me and the other women found a corner to chat and do another few lines. At some stage I went to the toilet and while upstairs I went looking for Conn, there was a few rooms up there and I could hear there was sex going on in them all but as I knew he had went up with the host, I tried to guess which room was likely to be the master bedroom, I guessed correctly as when I quietly opened the door I saw Conn on his knees on the bed sucking the host off and as my eyes adjusted to the dark I worked out that another guy was behind my husband shagging him.
I closed the door slowly and with the image of my Husband being spit roasted in my mind I went back downstairs for another couple of lines and to find that girl with the e.
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