About me.. A fantasy I couldn't finish
I've been 'on' for the last few days but luckily it's been short and painless this time! I suspect I might be starting my menopause but time will tell, I just hope it doesn't spoil my sexual feelings as to be honest they've only really woken up these last few years!
I've been so terribly horny, it's frustrating as can't get satisfaction from my partner and so many guys offer to try! Sometimes I fantasise I'm in a room with a big bed and bathroom, a queue of guys sit outside reading the papers or on their phones, waiting patiently but impatient and very horny!
Last night I watched Pale Rider, there's something about Clint Eastwood I've always found very attractive. I'd been sitting on the floor in front the telly, braless in a loose long dress but with nix because I was tapering off being 'on'! I was occasionally chatting on here in the ads so had a few lovely horny guys wanting my company. I was so randy, I sat on the floor stroking my thighs and gripping my right bum cheek with my legs open, just enjoying the sensation of skin on skin, even if its my own. I started to press my fanny gently through my nix gusset, just stroking up and down, feeling the moist patch then my hard clit which is such a nice feeling, not actually touching but feeling the pressure!
It was nice sitting on the floor doing that during the film, eating some chocolate too! By the time it had finished, I was quite wet and horny but my partner wasn't interested! He's always tired or suspicious that I'm horny! It's rather sad really!
I got ready for bed and stripped naked, it was a rather warm night though the heating had just been on for an hour. I love it when I bare my skin to the air, it prickles me all over in an erotic way and I flung my head back, my eyes closed, and murmured ahhhh. My arms stretched above my head, stroked my hair, thick and scented after a shower, slightly curly as it had been twisted iup in a clip all day. My hands came down to cup my boobs and felt my hard erect nipples as they jiggled freely. Arr but it's so nice you know.
My partner was in bed snuggled down, grumbling because its gone midnight, I feel so rushed all the time, so constrained but grabbed my pj top and bounced into bed. We said goodnight and he stroked my bare tummy for a bit as he knows I love that, then cupped my right breast under my top. It was so nice and arousing but he fell asleep!
I stayed laying on my front with his arm under my boobs and his snores vibrating in my left ear! I let my mind drift as I closed my eyes, it was dark anyway so nothing to look at! But I was too aroused to sleep! My hand fluttered down to my tummy then my nix, I still had them on as was tapering off, I pressed my clit and rocked my wrist as I gently but firmly rubbed. I have never been able to climax by touch or on my back but thought I'd give it a go!
As I stroked myself through my nix, my tummy muscles contracted and my pelvis quivered erotically. My hips started to move in rhythm to my fingers sliding up and down. It felt so hip shakingly nice and I really wanted to cum but after ten minutes knew I wasn't going to reach it in this position.
I moved my partners arm from my chest, he turned his back to me so I rolled over too, gave him a cuddle then went on my tummy, in the recovery position. I can't seem to do it any other way!
I started to mentally flick through some sexy vids that I've stored in my mind, tried to focus on one but got bored with it and started dozing! Found another but must admit it was difficult to stay focused as I was tired and my body was getting stiff!
In a final attempt I started to imagine I was sitting in a chair, in my long loose dress, reading quietly, totally absorbed in the story while I stroked my thighs absentmindedly. A man walked in, now don't get excited, it might be any of you, I was half asleep and the details are foggy! He wordlessly came behind me and kissed my head as he rubbed my shoulders, not disturbing me but letting me know he's there.
He kneads my shoulders tenderly, gathers my long hair at the nape of my neck and kisses my bare collarbone, oooo but it tickles! I sign in contentment as I've lost my place on the page I was reading! His hands roam down to my boobs, I'm braless under my dress but he's caressing them and making them tingle ever so slightly, my stomach feels topsy turvy and I close my eyes in bliss.
Remember this is my imagination! In reality I'm in the recovery position under the duvet, quietly murmuring to myself as my pelvis gently grinds into the mattress under me, being careful not to rouse my snoring partner from his sleep.
Back in my mind, he's still behind my chair, his fingers nimbly undoing the top buttons of my dress as he kisses my neck. Then suddenly his big warm hands delve deep inside and lift both boobs up with my big hard buds jutting through his fingers! Ooooo so nice! I moan and lift my head to capture his mouth into a full kiss as he weighs each boob, first one then the other. My book slips on my lap and slaps shut, my place lost!
He comes round the side of my chair, kneels on the floor then buries his face in my cleavage. Fuck but it's so horny! I'm getting so wet, so slippery, as my heart races, my real life grinding gets more intense as he takes a hard nipple between his lips, gently catching it with his teeth, sucking it hard into his mouth, making me gasp..
Ooo damn but it feels so good, I feel a hot flush in my groin as sure as I can feel his suction and teeth on my aching nipple.
I can't hold on any longer, I need to, I want to, but I must keep quiet and not bounce the mattress too much! I groan in ecstacy as I start to feel the hot pulses tumble over my vagina as it starts to contract to an explosive orgasam! I try to stop it as I haven't finished my fantasy, but it's too far gone so I give in and let it take over. I shut my eyes tight, little tears escape as it's so powerful, I ram my fist in my mouth to catch my cries. Ooooo ooooo.
The bed shook violently but he didn't stir. Exhausted I eased my right hand out to stretch it. Ouch I'm so bloody stiff everywhere and hurt in my joints! I manage to turn on my right side, my body pulsating hotly all over with exertion. My fanny clutching tight then loosening, tightening then loosening, over and over for a good while after.
I grabbled for my phone, turned it on to check the time, 1.30am!! Good grief!! I eased myself into a comfy sleeping position and despite my aches, throbs and heart rate was within minutes absolutely sound asleep!!
I've been so terribly horny, it's frustrating as can't get satisfaction from my partner and so many guys offer to try! Sometimes I fantasise I'm in a room with a big bed and bathroom, a queue of guys sit outside reading the papers or on their phones, waiting patiently but impatient and very horny!
Last night I watched Pale Rider, there's something about Clint Eastwood I've always found very attractive. I'd been sitting on the floor in front the telly, braless in a loose long dress but with nix because I was tapering off being 'on'! I was occasionally chatting on here in the ads so had a few lovely horny guys wanting my company. I was so randy, I sat on the floor stroking my thighs and gripping my right bum cheek with my legs open, just enjoying the sensation of skin on skin, even if its my own. I started to press my fanny gently through my nix gusset, just stroking up and down, feeling the moist patch then my hard clit which is such a nice feeling, not actually touching but feeling the pressure!
It was nice sitting on the floor doing that during the film, eating some chocolate too! By the time it had finished, I was quite wet and horny but my partner wasn't interested! He's always tired or suspicious that I'm horny! It's rather sad really!
I got ready for bed and stripped naked, it was a rather warm night though the heating had just been on for an hour. I love it when I bare my skin to the air, it prickles me all over in an erotic way and I flung my head back, my eyes closed, and murmured ahhhh. My arms stretched above my head, stroked my hair, thick and scented after a shower, slightly curly as it had been twisted iup in a clip all day. My hands came down to cup my boobs and felt my hard erect nipples as they jiggled freely. Arr but it's so nice you know.
My partner was in bed snuggled down, grumbling because its gone midnight, I feel so rushed all the time, so constrained but grabbed my pj top and bounced into bed. We said goodnight and he stroked my bare tummy for a bit as he knows I love that, then cupped my right breast under my top. It was so nice and arousing but he fell asleep!
I stayed laying on my front with his arm under my boobs and his snores vibrating in my left ear! I let my mind drift as I closed my eyes, it was dark anyway so nothing to look at! But I was too aroused to sleep! My hand fluttered down to my tummy then my nix, I still had them on as was tapering off, I pressed my clit and rocked my wrist as I gently but firmly rubbed. I have never been able to climax by touch or on my back but thought I'd give it a go!
As I stroked myself through my nix, my tummy muscles contracted and my pelvis quivered erotically. My hips started to move in rhythm to my fingers sliding up and down. It felt so hip shakingly nice and I really wanted to cum but after ten minutes knew I wasn't going to reach it in this position.
I moved my partners arm from my chest, he turned his back to me so I rolled over too, gave him a cuddle then went on my tummy, in the recovery position. I can't seem to do it any other way!
I started to mentally flick through some sexy vids that I've stored in my mind, tried to focus on one but got bored with it and started dozing! Found another but must admit it was difficult to stay focused as I was tired and my body was getting stiff!
In a final attempt I started to imagine I was sitting in a chair, in my long loose dress, reading quietly, totally absorbed in the story while I stroked my thighs absentmindedly. A man walked in, now don't get excited, it might be any of you, I was half asleep and the details are foggy! He wordlessly came behind me and kissed my head as he rubbed my shoulders, not disturbing me but letting me know he's there.
He kneads my shoulders tenderly, gathers my long hair at the nape of my neck and kisses my bare collarbone, oooo but it tickles! I sign in contentment as I've lost my place on the page I was reading! His hands roam down to my boobs, I'm braless under my dress but he's caressing them and making them tingle ever so slightly, my stomach feels topsy turvy and I close my eyes in bliss.
Remember this is my imagination! In reality I'm in the recovery position under the duvet, quietly murmuring to myself as my pelvis gently grinds into the mattress under me, being careful not to rouse my snoring partner from his sleep.
Back in my mind, he's still behind my chair, his fingers nimbly undoing the top buttons of my dress as he kisses my neck. Then suddenly his big warm hands delve deep inside and lift both boobs up with my big hard buds jutting through his fingers! Ooooo so nice! I moan and lift my head to capture his mouth into a full kiss as he weighs each boob, first one then the other. My book slips on my lap and slaps shut, my place lost!
He comes round the side of my chair, kneels on the floor then buries his face in my cleavage. Fuck but it's so horny! I'm getting so wet, so slippery, as my heart races, my real life grinding gets more intense as he takes a hard nipple between his lips, gently catching it with his teeth, sucking it hard into his mouth, making me gasp..
Ooo damn but it feels so good, I feel a hot flush in my groin as sure as I can feel his suction and teeth on my aching nipple.
I can't hold on any longer, I need to, I want to, but I must keep quiet and not bounce the mattress too much! I groan in ecstacy as I start to feel the hot pulses tumble over my vagina as it starts to contract to an explosive orgasam! I try to stop it as I haven't finished my fantasy, but it's too far gone so I give in and let it take over. I shut my eyes tight, little tears escape as it's so powerful, I ram my fist in my mouth to catch my cries. Ooooo ooooo.
The bed shook violently but he didn't stir. Exhausted I eased my right hand out to stretch it. Ouch I'm so bloody stiff everywhere and hurt in my joints! I manage to turn on my right side, my body pulsating hotly all over with exertion. My fanny clutching tight then loosening, tightening then loosening, over and over for a good while after.
I grabbled for my phone, turned it on to check the time, 1.30am!! Good grief!! I eased myself into a comfy sleeping position and despite my aches, throbs and heart rate was within minutes absolutely sound asleep!!
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