How I Became A Sissy For BBC
This is part one of I became a sissy white crossdresser obsessed with black cock! If you want to hear part two comment and let me know!!
It stared when I was 20. I was dating a girl named Andrea who was very beautiful but also very dominant and could be mean. She was not shy to tell me what was on her mind about me.
At that time I had not had many sexual experiences and I hadn’t really thought about my ability to make a girl cum. One night Andrea and I were starting to make out and feel each other up. She took of my pants and looked down at me and said “wow, your not really filling out those boxers are you?”. I was embarrassed and she kind of apologizes for saying it but didn’t take it back. After that she started to make fun of the size of my cock more often.
She started to go shop with me and would get me to buy right jeans saying that at least that way she could feel something if she grabbed me. She also had me buy small sized bright colored underwear at stores because she said “at least in your panties you can see your cock”. I remember having to go up to a hot girl at Urban Outfitter once with a handful of small sized bright blue, yellow and red briefs. It was humiliating.
Then one week ahe she went home and visited a friend of hers who only dated black guys. She came back to town and told me they had talked and it sounded like her friend was having way better sex then she was with me. She went on to say that her friend had told her she always kept a magnum condom in her purse because “you never know”. Andrea then said to me, “I’d like to see you try to wear a magnum condom” and started laughing. I was embarrassed and didn’t know what to say so I said that I bet they weren’t as big as her friend said. She took that chance to humiliate me more. Apparently she had taken a magnum from her friend and put it in her purse because she took it out and told me to get hard then put it on. I did, and I only filled up a small amount of the condom, most of it was left hanging off the end of my cock. Andrea laughed really hard and said “see, you could never use that”.
All of this was starting to get into my head, and one night I found myself googling “big black cock porn”. I was shocked to see the size of the cocks I was looking at. I was also shocked to see how much the girls in the porns seemed to be enjoying themselves. I couldn’t help but think that I could never make Andrea feel like that. She usually just looked bored when I was inside her. I started to get addicted to watching white girls get fucked by black men. And then I started to really get obsessed with big booty white girls grtting fucked by big black cock. It seemed like they were so thick and sexy that only a cock that big could truly please them. I don’t know if this was real or in my head but I definitely convinced myself of it.
Big butts and black cock were all I could think about. Then one day when I was watching the porn I realized what I was actually mentally thinking about when I watched the porn. I wasn’t turned on as much by looking at the girl as I was by looking at the BBC and wondering what it felt like to get fucked like that. I was picturing myself as the girl. This was scary but also so arousing. I didn’t plan to experiment or anything, but I did start doing something that changed my life forever. I started getting obsessed with working out my butt and trying to get it as big as I could like the girls in the porn. I just wanted to be like them in some way even if I couldn’t fuck a black guy.
i was still dating Andrea all this time and she was still unsatisfied. She had moved out of state so I would visit every couple of weeks or so. In between visits I was working on my butt exercises. Then one time when I was visiting her I came out of the shower wearing the little underwear she always made me wear and I was walking across the room when she told me to stop. She told me that my butt looked bigger and told me to, “pull your panties down your butt halfway”. I did and she started to laugh. She asked me if I was doing butt exercises and I said yea. She asked why, still laughing, I had no excuse ready so I just made something up about a workout routine. She didn’t buy it. The next day when I was getting ready to travel back home she gave me a pair of her thong panties. She told me that the next time we video chatted she wanted me to wear them so she could see what my ass looked like in a thing. I took the panties but never thought she would follow through.
The he next time we Skyped she did though and I wore them for her for just a second. It was exhilarating and she was laughing. I was shocked how good I felt in the thong. She kept saying how she was surprised my ass looked so good in the thing and that my cock basically fit into her panties. That was the first night she ever officially used the word tiny to describe my cock. “Tiny cock, big butt” she said.
The next time time I saw her we started to have sex and I was thinking about how she called me tiny. I didn’t want her to think that of me so I tried to fuck her as deep as I could and when I was as far in as I could go she looked at me and said “deeper” with this grin on her face I will never forget. She was grinning because she knew I couldn’t go any deeper and it was so embarrassing. But it was also so hot to me. I came almost immediately and she noticed. “You like knowing you have a small cock don’t you?” She asked me. I didn’t really know why it was so hot to me, I didn’t k ow what to say. I asked her if I ever pleased her. She said no, but that she had this idea about a thing called cuckolding. I asked her what it was and she said it was when a guy let another guy fuck his girl. I said I didn’t think I would like that and she didn’t say anything else (I didn’t learn until later that she was already fucking a big black dude at her school).
A few few months went by with her making me try on panties and me failing to make her cum. She looked so bored during sex and once when I was on top of her I pulled my head out of the pillow to kiss her and saw that she was holding the tv remote changing channels. I stopped and told her fine ok, maybe if it makes you happy we can see about another guy fucking you. As soon as I said that she jumped out of bed and was super excited. I didn’t think she would go for it so quickly but she clearly had been wanting it for a while. She said she knew exactly where she wanted to go and what she wanted to do. She said she didn’t want to fuck someone else to start but that she wanted me to
watch her flirt and dance and stuff with another guy. I reluctantly agreed. She said she knew a place in town and we got in her car. When we got to the place I saw it was a club. We went inside and got drinks and she started looking around. She told me to stand against the wall and just watch her. The she walked up to this group of black guys and stared to dance right in front of one of them. Like I said she was hot, so of course the guy took the bait and started to grind with her. She was rubbing her ass all over him and just looking over at me with a smile on her face.
I was so turned on. That was when I realized something inside of me had been awoken that I couldn’t turn off. If you want to hear about how I became a total sissy and became the girl I am now leave love and I will write part 2!!
It stared when I was 20. I was dating a girl named Andrea who was very beautiful but also very dominant and could be mean. She was not shy to tell me what was on her mind about me.
At that time I had not had many sexual experiences and I hadn’t really thought about my ability to make a girl cum. One night Andrea and I were starting to make out and feel each other up. She took of my pants and looked down at me and said “wow, your not really filling out those boxers are you?”. I was embarrassed and she kind of apologizes for saying it but didn’t take it back. After that she started to make fun of the size of my cock more often.
She started to go shop with me and would get me to buy right jeans saying that at least that way she could feel something if she grabbed me. She also had me buy small sized bright colored underwear at stores because she said “at least in your panties you can see your cock”. I remember having to go up to a hot girl at Urban Outfitter once with a handful of small sized bright blue, yellow and red briefs. It was humiliating.
Then one week ahe she went home and visited a friend of hers who only dated black guys. She came back to town and told me they had talked and it sounded like her friend was having way better sex then she was with me. She went on to say that her friend had told her she always kept a magnum condom in her purse because “you never know”. Andrea then said to me, “I’d like to see you try to wear a magnum condom” and started laughing. I was embarrassed and didn’t know what to say so I said that I bet they weren’t as big as her friend said. She took that chance to humiliate me more. Apparently she had taken a magnum from her friend and put it in her purse because she took it out and told me to get hard then put it on. I did, and I only filled up a small amount of the condom, most of it was left hanging off the end of my cock. Andrea laughed really hard and said “see, you could never use that”.
All of this was starting to get into my head, and one night I found myself googling “big black cock porn”. I was shocked to see the size of the cocks I was looking at. I was also shocked to see how much the girls in the porns seemed to be enjoying themselves. I couldn’t help but think that I could never make Andrea feel like that. She usually just looked bored when I was inside her. I started to get addicted to watching white girls get fucked by black men. And then I started to really get obsessed with big booty white girls grtting fucked by big black cock. It seemed like they were so thick and sexy that only a cock that big could truly please them. I don’t know if this was real or in my head but I definitely convinced myself of it.
Big butts and black cock were all I could think about. Then one day when I was watching the porn I realized what I was actually mentally thinking about when I watched the porn. I wasn’t turned on as much by looking at the girl as I was by looking at the BBC and wondering what it felt like to get fucked like that. I was picturing myself as the girl. This was scary but also so arousing. I didn’t plan to experiment or anything, but I did start doing something that changed my life forever. I started getting obsessed with working out my butt and trying to get it as big as I could like the girls in the porn. I just wanted to be like them in some way even if I couldn’t fuck a black guy.
i was still dating Andrea all this time and she was still unsatisfied. She had moved out of state so I would visit every couple of weeks or so. In between visits I was working on my butt exercises. Then one time when I was visiting her I came out of the shower wearing the little underwear she always made me wear and I was walking across the room when she told me to stop. She told me that my butt looked bigger and told me to, “pull your panties down your butt halfway”. I did and she started to laugh. She asked me if I was doing butt exercises and I said yea. She asked why, still laughing, I had no excuse ready so I just made something up about a workout routine. She didn’t buy it. The next day when I was getting ready to travel back home she gave me a pair of her thong panties. She told me that the next time we video chatted she wanted me to wear them so she could see what my ass looked like in a thing. I took the panties but never thought she would follow through.
The he next time we Skyped she did though and I wore them for her for just a second. It was exhilarating and she was laughing. I was shocked how good I felt in the thong. She kept saying how she was surprised my ass looked so good in the thing and that my cock basically fit into her panties. That was the first night she ever officially used the word tiny to describe my cock. “Tiny cock, big butt” she said.
The next time time I saw her we started to have sex and I was thinking about how she called me tiny. I didn’t want her to think that of me so I tried to fuck her as deep as I could and when I was as far in as I could go she looked at me and said “deeper” with this grin on her face I will never forget. She was grinning because she knew I couldn’t go any deeper and it was so embarrassing. But it was also so hot to me. I came almost immediately and she noticed. “You like knowing you have a small cock don’t you?” She asked me. I didn’t really know why it was so hot to me, I didn’t k ow what to say. I asked her if I ever pleased her. She said no, but that she had this idea about a thing called cuckolding. I asked her what it was and she said it was when a guy let another guy fuck his girl. I said I didn’t think I would like that and she didn’t say anything else (I didn’t learn until later that she was already fucking a big black dude at her school).
A few few months went by with her making me try on panties and me failing to make her cum. She looked so bored during sex and once when I was on top of her I pulled my head out of the pillow to kiss her and saw that she was holding the tv remote changing channels. I stopped and told her fine ok, maybe if it makes you happy we can see about another guy fucking you. As soon as I said that she jumped out of bed and was super excited. I didn’t think she would go for it so quickly but she clearly had been wanting it for a while. She said she knew exactly where she wanted to go and what she wanted to do. She said she didn’t want to fuck someone else to start but that she wanted me to
watch her flirt and dance and stuff with another guy. I reluctantly agreed. She said she knew a place in town and we got in her car. When we got to the place I saw it was a club. We went inside and got drinks and she started looking around. She told me to stand against the wall and just watch her. The she walked up to this group of black guys and stared to dance right in front of one of them. Like I said she was hot, so of course the guy took the bait and started to grind with her. She was rubbing her ass all over him and just looking over at me with a smile on her face.
I was so turned on. That was when I realized something inside of me had been awoken that I couldn’t turn off. If you want to hear about how I became a total sissy and became the girl I am now leave love and I will write part 2!!
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