This is what I am

It is amazing to finally realize that I am a total sissy slut. I sit at this computer sometimes dressed up in panties and a skirt and lacy top etc looking like a girl, finding pics of mens cocks, wishing I was with them, sucking them. I look like a ****** now, all my body hair shaved, nails perfectly filed, eyelashes always curled, my body smells so girly with all the body lotions I use. Even in male clothes I am not a man anymore. Yes I am a sissy