I want to feel like a total slut!!!! Who can help

Well i just wanted to share this with everyone.. but lately i been feeling like i just wanna be fuck by a 100 macho guy who can just take me and rip my clothes off, call me humiliating names, treat me like a total slut.. i wanna dress up for my guy and just give him everything that he wants..my body, ass mouth.. anything. I would eat every drop of his cum. Isn't there someone out there that can treat me like a bitch.. i wanna be humiliated by my man. And use me anytime and if he wants to bring his friends and use me too. Its ok. I was born to please.. i been feeling like this lately. Am i normal??