All about me

I have been on Hormones for 7 Years Still caught if I should fully transition. I have had 3 boyfriends My last boyfriend was in the closet and his friends had no Idea i was trans. I am very passable so much so I get hit on all day, but It scares me sometimes cause guys can be very aggressive and I don't know how they will react. Me and my boyfriend broke up last week and 2 days ago I met had sex with my first older man. All I can say is OMG! 10 hours of sex over and over He let me dress in different lingerie (which I love).he had the nicest cock I ever had I couldn't stop giving him blow jobs. He asked me to meet him in the back of his work place on his lunch break he only had 15min. I thought I was just going by to say Hi But the min he saw me he aggressively bent me over the front of my car, pulled up my skirt and fucked me harder than I have ever been fucked, It only lasted 3 min, But OMG I have never been so turned on in my life. I had to sit their for a few minutes. Unfortunately later that day I found out he was a straight married guy :(. The sex was so good i am looking forward to more older guys, Maybe I'll find the love of my life or just have a lot of fun trying.