So there's this woman on xhamster.....

Like a thief in the night, she enticed me with her preview pic and stole my sense of control. She's from S. Africa, exotic by an Americans standards. I entered her cam session and was instantly mesmerized by her seductive eyes and genuine smile. She's a blond, like a goldie though I may be tricked by the light. Blue eyes going by my screen, and lips red like a sports car shining on the lot. She calls herself a bbw, though such a term is an insult to her natural figure. She lights a cigarette and a hint of bad shows through the curtain of innocence, like sunlight through half opened blinds. With the smoothness of a high school freshman I ask "Show us your goon face" and she proceeds to smile even bigger and lets out a laugh that would melt a heart of steel. We share a night (my night) and day (her day) joking and smiling as if we'd known each other for years. The longer we speak candidly the more I ache for her, not sexually (ok thats a lie, we would bang like rabbits if we had the chance) but really, I ache just to be in the presence of such a wonderful person. I could tell you that as I type this I can smell her sexiness, I can hear her heart and feelings, I can taste her kiss, but you would call me a madman. But it all seems so real, of course the reality is that she is indeed real, but the way she radiates through the camera, it is as if she is across a dining table from you, making your day :) Perhaps that is it, in a world of fakes, she stands out as real. A light at the end of the tunnel. The silver lining of a dark cloud. Dare I say, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow??? I dare. I know that we would never meet in person, going by the odds... but i'm a gambler, and I can always hope :)