Transformation to slutwife complete.

So here we are, end of April 2019. I think I should be ashamed of myself but I’m really not. After the bank holiday weekend I told hubby about my weekend away in London and what I got up to with my lovely and very dominant black boyfriend. We went to parties on Friday, Saturday and Sunday night and I was kept very busy. The weather was so warm I was able to dress as I like to when I’m out of town, extremely short denim skirt and a white vest top with no bra or knickers, I love the looks I get strutting about looking like a whore with my black boyfriend. Anyway Friday night was a threesome with my BF and his cousin which was lovely and relaxed and all holes were used. Saturday I was one of only three girls left at a house party at the end of the night and I ended up on a bed with men just coming in and having me, I was very drunk and didn’t turn anyone away and didn’t count but I think there were about 8 men. I woke up in the morning and was absolutely soaked in cum as I think they all came in me, I felt a little bruised inside and was told by my boyfriend that a man called Ola had taken me and he is huge, a full 12 inches I’m told I’m just sorry I was too drunk to fully appreciate him but I felt stretched and wet all day and it kept me horny as hell. Sunday was again more relaxed and I had a session with my BF and an old friend of his from college. Hubby was horny as hell when I told him about all this and he told me (he keeps count) that the weekend had taken over 30 men so far this year. Also he slipped into me genuinely unnoticed which I did tell him and it turned him n so much he came straight away so started to finger me. Four fingers sunk straight in and was soon followed by his whole fist and I don’t even find that uncomfortable anymore. As I say I should feel ashamed of all this really but I just don’t I find it turns me on even more. Am O bad?