How i found out that i love cock.

ive always liked dressing in women's clothing and pretending to be one since i was a *********. i could only get hold of thights/pantyhose for many years, so had to wear those when i was feeling gurly, i really wanted to wear stockings and suspender/garter belts, so i started buying pairs of stockings from new agents, and ended up with about six pairs of them. i tried holding them up with elastic bands and other things, but they just would not stay up, and i knew that i had to buy a suspender/garter belt asap. now i was ******* or 16 and i had to go to town to buy from a ladies lingerie shop, and i was very nervous. i got there and before i got a chance to look at the lovely garments, a sales lady asked if she could help me. shaking a little i told her i wanted to but a suspender belt. she asked me the size and when i told her i didnt know she pointed out a lady who was about the same size as me, yes i said that would be just right. she showed me some really nice ones and recommended a lovely black Gypsy by Berli belt with a lovely lace panel at the front. i paid and left thinking, she knew it was for me.
i rushed home, eager to try on my first suspender belt and nylons, and it did not dissapoint. i loved the way the straps pulled taught and loosened when i sat, stood up or walked, it felt sooooo good. now i had a urge to show my legs and new lingerie to someone and i had already been to a place where i could. it was a local toilet with two cubicles, i had visited it seveal times in the past and used to wank there whilst i looked at really hot cartoons drawn on the walls, pics of cocks and people sucking cocks. there was a hole in the wall and i used to block it up so i could wank in private. i was going there and i wasnt going to block the hole up.
i got to the toilet and walked in, entering the only free cubicle there. i could see a man sat in the other cubicle, and i could see that he was peeping through the glory hole. i lost my nerve a bit and started to leave, but i pulled myself up short and decided to go for it. i stood at toilet ready to pull my trousers down and sit down. i looked down and could see the mans eye closer to the hole. my heart was pounding as i quickly pulled my trousers down and sat on the seat. i heard a loud gasp as he saw my lingerie and he began to rub his finger in and out of the hole, it looked really sexy and i soon got hard. i did not know what it meant, and when he took it out i put mine into the hole and began to rub it the same way. now i let out a very loud gasp as i saw my first fully erect cock sliding into my cubicle. i just stared at it, not knowing what to do, it was so hot and i started to look at the cartoons for insperation. i saw two cocks rubbing together and i wanted to do that, but before i got the chance he took his cock out. i rubbed the hole again straignt away, wanting to see his cock again, and he obliged by letting me have it. i stood and began rubbing my cock against his, it got me so hard, and i think i may have gone a bit rough because he took it back again. now i rubbed the hole urgently, i had just seen a cartoon of cock sucking and i wanted to do that. he slid it through to me again and as soon as it was all in my side lowered my head and took my first erect cock into my mouth. i sucked and sucked on it for so long, he did not pull it out again until he shot his load. once i had shot mine i got really scared and ran away promising myself that i wont do it again...well i was back within a week and spent many years crusing glory holes all around the place where i live