I think I may be addicted to porn.
This has been something that has been on my mind for some time now. I think it is actually becoming a problem. I love sex,and I do not think there is anything on my mind more than sex, on a typical day it was nothing for me to masturbate 3-4 times a day. The problem has been that without the visual addition of porn, it seems hard for me to actually achieve orgasms. I tested this theory by just trying to make myself cum using only my own imagination and it was tough. I find my mind is wandering all over the place and it was hard to stay focused on what was actually turning me on. I noticed this tends to be true when I watch porn, I tend to have like three or four clips I am moving back and forth on until I actually come. The last few times I have been with a regular partner, I noticed the mind wandering thing happening, and it really affected my ability to enjoy the experiences. I am thinking the solution is going to be just stop watching. Which begs the question why be on here at all? I am hoping to shift to actually meeting people, trying to make those connections that are just missing when watching videos all the time. I hope I can kick the habit...
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